the things i hate

[xsubrosa]

i hate...

how there is a constant hound of pain, anxiety attacks and rapid heart beat 24/7..

how i have to fight tears, when im needed to be professional..

how i run outta my tower to catch a breath, take a puff, to calm myself down..

how i keep questioning, and answering my own questions..

how i force myself to listen to songsthatmakesmecry, so that i

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[felicity_]

i dont know whwat to say to make you feel better.
but here's a hug. should you need one. and a hand to hold
always,