Ok. I now officaly do not own. Ryan called me yesterday, and we dicided that we'd come to something offical today. Hmm... so far that hasn't worked. My idea was to go out for 2-3 weeks, then come to a conclusion on how one another feels. And if one of us feels that it's better to stay friends, then so be it. But he doesn't know from my whole 30 ( Read more... )

Me and Cailtyn went to the mall. It was pretty fun. I got this really pretty green shirt from Hollister. I'm probably going to take it back though. Maybe, maybe not ( Read more... )

Hmm... well yesterday was fun. Kt called me. That was fun. We talked 'bout lottss of stuff. Hahahaha.... valentines day. Oh muh gosh. I can't believe it ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD. I AM LEGALLY INSANE. No. not really. BUT. I like to jump to conclusions. This I do know. Legally. I don't even care if that doesn't make sense. I started hering from too many people that Ryan liked "hoebag ( Read more... )

Bllaaa... today was alright I guess. Oh muh god. Before lunch. I was at my locker, and Ryan was waiting for me. Which was very nice. I was kind suprised. And we were like, half way down the 900 wing when Chealsa was like "BRITT, WAIT FOR ME!" and I was like oh.. my... god. And I was walking, just slowly with Ryan and she was like "Britt! Wait for ( Read more... )

WHO WAS RIGHT? BRITTANY WAS RIGHT. YES OH YES ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better. I think I'll be able to get through this. We're still going to be really good friends in the end. Aleast if he still wants to be. I just might take me a little while. That hardest part is picturing my life without him. We did everything together.... it's just going to be different. But I actually think it took a load off our ( Read more... )

RYAN ARTHUR PULASKI. YOU TORN OPEN MY HEART. CUT IT INTO ITTY BITTY PIECES... AND THEY'VE FALLIN TO MY FEET. I THINK I WALKED ON THEM ALREADY. THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE THIS RYAN. I SURE HOPE YOUR HAPPY. BECAUSE I SUREEEEE AS HELL KNOW I FUCKING AM.

I'm thinking. Of somewhere better. Just when I think he's arms are safe, they turn away from me. As time drips off the clock... i sit here... waiting for a final answer. It's killing me inside. I don't know what to think. What to do with myself. I cry so hard sometimes I can't breathe. Why hapened to those love letters that said you'd never be able ( Read more... )

TINA. I was looking at the girl bryyn's lj, and in the one picture of you, I HAVE THAT SAME NECKLACE. yesssss.I do ( Read more... )