theres not a day that goes by that this doesnt upset me completely. i feel like im always depressed. especially at night. i cant even explain how much i hate this and how things turned out. i was so stupid to think it would actually turn out the way i always wanted..nothing in that area of my life ever goes right..this fucking hurts so badly ( Read more... )

im waiting for my van to come pick me up ( Read more... )

i have nothing to say.

this summer so far is nothing special.

somethings missing. i know what it is..but i wont be able to get it..because that is my life.

camp starts soon. wahoo?

::sigh:: goodnight

OHHH do i love the FFL ( Read more... )

ASHLEYS BACKKKKKKKKK

summer is here :)

went to the beach with ashley and some of her friends today. then we went to belmar for a little n met up with dana and marty.

so glad schools over. no more stress

hfdsjkd im a senior

i hope this summer is a lot of fun.

need:
a tan
energy (bc ive been seriously lacking it lately)
jillian and erica
summer love<3

DchynaX22 (6:08:54 PM): my mom got tank tops for me and chels and she's like "i got you an extra small because you like your boobs to stick out for 9,000 yards ( Read more... )

so ive been crying for the past 3 days over nothing..? hmm..

this sucks

left school around 9:30 ( Read more... )