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i'm a jerk.
I don't really feel like giving a big update.
I'll just say what I did and not go into much detail.
Last Saturday: Got up, took the A.C.T test, after the test we(ppl in my homeschool group that took the test too) went to Sonic, got food and took it to a park and had fun. After that, I came home, took a short nap, got up and went to the Cody's house b/c they just got back from Little Rock and they had Hannah and Jordan. *smile* That night, we..um..OH, we went out to the tracks for a Seventh Day Slumber concert, it turned out to be not so good so we went to Jonesboro to the Powerhouse for a while. Katie and Hannah stayed and Matt, Jordan and I walked over to Extreme Art across to street and hung out. Then they went home and I went home and the night was over. Or so I thought. I came home and not even 5 minutes after I got home the phone rang(it's like, 11:45pm). It was my second cousin Jaime, she was asking my dad if he knew where my grandma was b/c pa(great g-pa) wasn't doing good and they didn't think he was going to make it through the night. And well, he didn't. ::cries::
Sunday: Got up, went to Sunday School. I got there late, but it was sorta on purpose. Well, not really on purpose, but I didn't get in any hurry to get there. I was having a rough time. It didn't really hit me Pa was gone until then. So I get to church and end up having to leave Sunday School to go to the bathroom b/c I was crying. I didn't want anyone to walk in so I grabbed a couple tissues and went out to my car and balled my eyes out for a few minutes. I finally got myself calmed down enough to go back into class. When class was over, Hannah, Jordan, Katie and I hid the Easter eggs for the little kids' egg hunt. Church was over, the Cody's, Tom and Fran, my grandparents,mom,Hannah,Jordan and I all went to El Acapulco lunch, Then Hannah, Jordan, Katie and I went back to Katie's house so hannah could change, then we went to see my aunt,cousin and second cousin(nephew). Then we went to my house. Then I took them to church and went to my grandma's to be with my family, they were going through Pa's old house and stuff. Then I came home and got online for a couple minutes and went to bed. Oooh, and I forgot. That's the day Jordan and Hannah met my dad.......I think I need to sharpen dads cleaver, it's lookin a bit dull... *wink*
Monday: Got up picked up Katie,Jordan and Hannah, we went to Monday school in Jonesboro. Jordan and I left after first period and came to my house. I think we watched Gidget. As much as we could, we didn't have enough time to finish it. I had to get him back to the Cody's house so I could come home, get ready and go to Pa's visitation. The Cody's, Jordan and Hannah came to it. I forgot to introduce them to my family. I feel really bad. I was slightly out of it that night. I went to the Cody's when I was done, but I don't remember what we did.
Tuesday: The funeral was at 10am. After the funeral, I went to grandma's and changed out of my skirt and into some pants, then I walked to Pa's house and took, *thinks* oh, 3 rolls of B&W film. I had to use moms camera so the pictures won't turn out like I want them to. I want my camera back. :(
After I used all the film, we went to Pud and Vita's and ate, then I went home and packed and went to Katie's house, Katie, Hannah, Matt, Jordan and I went to Jonesboro and saw a movie. I think it was called "the prince and me" or something like that. I don't usually go for those movies but I loved it. We all did. We left the movies and went to IHOP to eat. The service was bad. They messed up our order, the waiter tried to blame it on the cook, and i'll believe some of it was the cook, but I know some of it was his fault, Jordan, Matt and I all got the same thing and it came with 2 pancakes and the dude didn't bring them so Matt asked about them and the guy was like "it comes with pancakes?" so yes, I doubt it was the cook. We went home and watched Gidget, all of it this time. Then I think we went to sleep, I stayed the night...
Wednesday: We woke up at 1, well, I woke up at 12, but Katie was still sleeping and I thought Hannah was so I layed there. We finally got up and got around and I went to pick up my check at work then I cashed it and we went to Jonesboro and I spent half of my check on some new chucks. I love them. =) We rushed around and got back to Paragould and went to church, then we went to Taco Bell. Theeeeeeen, katie,hannah and I went to wal-mart, got snacks and came to my house and we watched part of Gidget Goes Hawaiin then fell asleep.
Thursday: Woke up, got ready, went back to Katie's until 3:50 then I went to work from 4-7, then I went back there and picked up Jordan so he could come to my house b/c Katie and Hannah weren't gunna be home until 8:30. I told sister cody we'd be back there around 8:30, it was closer to 9:30. =S I felt really bad. But mom ended up going to get food around 8:10ish or so and that pushed us back. I ended up staying the night. Jordan H. and Gary came home that night too. We all sat up in Matts room and hung out. It was fun. We started watching Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory then we stopped it and Katie, Hannah and I went to watch Shrek downstairs cause I hadn't seen it yet. I was laying my head on Hannahs lap and I ended up falling asleep through some of it. Then Jordan came down then we all went back upstairs and Jordan and I went back into Matts room. Eventually Katie and Hannah came in. Around 3am Gary and Jordan H. left, Matt went to bed, and Katie, Hannah, Jordan and I went to Katies room and watched tv. Then I went with Jordan to his room to give him a goodnight hug and such and we probably hugged for 5-10 minutes, not letting go, it was so great. Then we sat down, and I completely lost track of time and ended up being a jerk once again and spending time with Jordan instead of Hannah and Katie. Thhhen Hannah came to fetch me and I finally went back to Katies room and did something really weird and then we went to sleep.
Friday: Sister Cody woke us 3 girls up around 9:30 then I knocked on Jordans door to get him up but he didn't answer. I would've felt weird just going in so I made Hannah come with me and we went in and woke him up. *giggles* I saw you sleeping, Jordan. =) *hug*
I went downstairs, had a couple donuts with katie and hannah and I went home to get showered, then went back to their house when I was done and at 1 we left for Little Rock to take them back. =(
We met with their parents at Mardells(sp?!) I got a Comeback Kid cd <3. Then we went to eat, then matt,judah,katie,hannah and I walked over to this playground thing and hung out for a while, then katie,hannah,mr. and mrs. lavender,judah and I went to Goody's b/c only katie and I had been! I got some really cute socks. Then we met up with the rest of the people at Target and stayed there for a while. Theeeen it came, time to say goodbye. I hated it. It was so great having them here.
It was awesome to have Hannah here to hang out with, I love that girl so much. I miss her more than she probably thinks I do..especially after this week. I'm sorry Hannah...
It was also awesome to have Jordan here, for real, so we could be face to face, not face to computer screen. I think our hands were pretty much just attached this weekend. It was nice. I miss him..alot.
*sigh*
Random Thoughts: All I did at Pa's visitation and funeral was compare it to Andrews. At Drew's visitation, there were 600-800 people there. We had to have 3 rooms just to keep all the flowers and cherubs in and stuff. It was huge. We had the funeral in one of the biggest churches in town, it was packed, around 500 people were there. It was sooo massive. Pa had between 20-25 things of flowers sent. Not much at all compared to Drew. When I looked at Pa laying there it was like It wasn't him, I wasn't seeing his face, I saw my brothers. It was the first funeral I had been to since Andrews. It was really hard, I remembered alot of things about Andrews that I thought I had forgot.
I know I said it already but I'll say it again, I miss Jordan and Hannah. I'd give anything to have them move here. I was actually happy this week. As happy as I could be...I would've been alot happier had Pa not died. He was 91 though, it was time. But yeah, I liked being able to actually hold Jordans hand, or hug him. I feel so safe in his arms, like nothing bad can happen to me anymore. It's weird. =S
But i'm not going to get into that. I just hate having him and Hannah live so far away. It's not fair.
I'm going to end this though, I'm waay tired and it's long. If you've made it this far, congrats on not having a life. =P Goodnight ya'll. <3
So much for not going into detail and giving a long update. heh. I could've made it alot longer...oh and I apologize if I got things confused, I really had alot of trouble remembering what happened on what days.