I count the moments darling til your here with me, together at last at twilight time...

[xsusie_popcornx]

well... im sick of health, english, french and all the other classes trying to screw me over in life... except for math i guess cause theres no way that it can happen then... i hate it being brought up... half the time it just makes me wanna disappear or cry b/c that means that i hafta think about it again... and i cant handle thinkin about it

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[devilgrl24688]

awwww... :-( susie... u no im always here to talk to. i might be able to say anythin but ill listen and comfort u if u need it. and why do u always think bad thoughts? what r they about? u shouldnt think bad thoughts they're not good to have. well i hope u feel better. love ya :-)

[xsusie_popcornx]

thanx ronnie for everything... i dunno... they just pop into my head at like the most random times... like i could b in class and a thoughtll just pop into my head... and its things just like y m i here? y rnt i still there? and wut would it b like if i was still there? yeah so ne ways ttyl

love ya, susie

[devilgrl24688]

i could see why u would ask urself those questions, but u also hafta think... u have parents who really care about u, whether u like them or not, that do love u and i no that i care about u more than anythin cuz i always care about my friends more than anythin. i dont wanna speak for the others, but i no they really care about u too. u get good grades. ure smart whether u think so or not. and ure really pretty whether u think so or not. u prolly think that some of this stuff has nothin to do with u questioning why ure here, but it does because ure here, with ure friends and everyone else that cares about u and u have great qualities and other things that might not have come from still bein there. so try not to think about what it would be like if u were still there, because u have all this great stuff right here

[runky_monkey824]

=[ aww susie, god, this has been a sucky-ass week for everyone!! umm...i really dunno what to say, sorry but if u ever wanna talk, im here. and look at it this way, if u werent ever adopted, u might have had a horrible life in korea. maybe ure parents were poor or sumthin...sorry that prolly just upset u more...

<3, mags

[xsusie_popcornx]

yeah it has come to think of it... lol ne ways thanx maggie ur a great friend and thanx again and yeah i did think of that sumwhere in all those thoughts lol and nah it didnt upset me ne more lol =D

love ya, susie