i know i've been good with updates...stupid updates but updates none the less

[xsweetdreamsmmx]

i'm shaking, crying and totally depressed right now. i talked to anna for like 3 hours today and i was on this "high", it was a great feeling. i think it is crazy how i can feel one way one part of the day and one thing can trigger something and bring back dark parts of my home life that i tried to run away. seven months of school and people still

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[zoachic]

Sadly thats what a lot of us have found. College is just too much like high school for our liking. And you left all of your friends to try to find something different, but it sounds like you just want to be with us in the long run. Your always gonna be welcome back home hunnie. Till then, keep your chin up, you always have us and it seems you have a few ppl up there who are trying to be your really good friends. Remember u've known anna a lot longer than youve known them, its gonna take awhile for that bond to grow to the proportion that you have now.

[xsweetdreamsmmx]

to be honest, i dont really know what i want. i have kinda lost touch with everyone back home besides anna. like everyone is like let's hang out and catch up, but with anna i dont have to do that so like i dunno.

[zoachic]

besides anna rocks, no one can ever match anna

[chokeontherain]

YEA, wooohoo i rock. hahahah.
i keep telling everyone, and they all think i'm crazy. silly people.
it would be nice
if all of us could hang out sometime,
but i know that's too much to ask.

[xsweetdreamsmmx]

haha, i love you. it does seem that trying to get all of us to hang out is too much to ask, i agree wholeheartedly with you there. maybe when i come back for spring break, we all could hang out over a weekend or something. but you definitely rock!