so its christmas eve, which is cool. and like every single one of my friends is happy which is amazing cuz all i want it to see them happy especially around christmas and all, but at the same time, it sucks because im the furthest from happy i think ive ever been. things have just been weird lately, ive been sick for 2 weeks, too much shit going on ( Read more... )

okay so heres the thing. a lot of things have changed since i last updated, even tho it was only a few days ago. ive been doing a lot of thinking lately, and a lot of realizations or something. ive realized that what everyone was telling me was right. he ISNT worth it. he IS just a guy. and i am stronger then what i was acting like. ive realized ( Read more... )

timmy broke up with me. im trying so hard not to be like every other teenage girl and be all depressed and have their lives completely change. im trying to be happy. im trying to look at the positive side. but the truth is, there isnt much. i really loved him, and i thought he loved me. im trying to be strong and mature and move on and not make ( Read more... )

so yeah i havent been updating lately, not much has been happening. just hanging out with the coolest friends ever =) hmm freehold sucks so we basically just hang out and do the same old crap over and over. friday i went to kaylas house, we went to see the play with elizabeth steve and adam, then me and elizabeth went back to kaylas house, hung out ( Read more... )

no one reads this anymore, so im taking a poll. keep updating, or dont even bother?

just got home from a crazyyyy night with my girls. they are awesome i love them. last night christines mom picked me and kayla up, then me tina christine shannon and kayla had to go to walgreens to get milk haha and me and kayla got candy, we tried to sneak up on tina but she saw us in the mirror =/ then we went back to christines house, listening ( Read more... )

havent updated in like a year, what can i say no excitement in my life ( Read more... )

i dont even know where the hell i left off on this, so ill just update on this wonderful exciting funfilled weekend =D ( Read more... )

i dont know. things have been really weird lately. i feel like all my friends are acting different towards me, like i did something wrong. its weird. people dont talk to me anymore, i dont see my friends as much, and everything i do is always wrong. now im scared that they are talking about me behind my back, and i feel like i have to watch every ( Read more... )