Hey guys ... Im dying ... Lack of sleep ... Farewell ... Lol okay maybe thats a bit of an overkill But hey WHATEVER!!! I think im having Eric withdrawls ( Read more... )

HEy everyone whats been up ... not to much really ... here ... Talked to Eric about how I felt and stuff ... Gawd he really really has me thinking he really loves me... and I really hope he really does which I really think he does ... because OMG ... he makes me feel like NO ONE else ever has ... and only when I say that ... I really really do mean ( Read more... )

I was looking at my Precious Benitos journal and I decided I would adopt my own Emo Kid too! Because I like to copy him of course lol ...

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Sooo many of you may have been wondering ... why Im so upset tonight ... welllerz! I thought it all through ... and I realized its stupid ... to even think about this anymore ... I love Eric and that boy has proven to me over and over again that he loves me ... I realize now if I keep up with this stupid ass junk about how I dont think he likes me ( Read more... )

I wanted call me a cunt ... but then I thought that might offend some of you ... but knowing me Ill probably change it to that anyway ... well I love you all
Mad Love
Samantha

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE ( Read more... )

Im so sick of having my fucked up sleeping schedule... Seriously I sleep all fucking day and then stay awake all night ... I miss home I just wanna fucking be with Eric seriously I dont think any of you understand how fucking happy that boy makes me ... Seriously he can be such a butthead sometimes but then he makes up for it by saying the cutest ( Read more... )

Okay that is like the best effing Cd... Like ever ... Okay anyway I am so bored and it was so effing hot out today I was getting all fucking dizzy so I was like screw it and I came back inside ... My gawd my skin is like as tan as it used to be Yea thats right ... Im black lol JK ... Im getting really tan for someone who only goes outside 10 ( Read more... )

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