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well it's feb. 21st and it would have been two months but no. i don't even know what to say anymore. it just sucks, but i guess this is how things are supposed to be. i just miss him...*a lot*.
well anyways life's been okay, i've been in my quiet mood. like i don't say anything unless someone asks me something and i don't really know why but w.e. we're finally on our break and all i'm really doing is sitting at home just because i am. i have practice tomorrow, wednesday & thursday. i actually don't mind just because it gets me out of the house. especially since today me and basically everybody in my family fought. oh well i'm getting used to it. that's all. mwah i don't really want to talk about things cuz i don't want it to be like i'm whining about it cuz i'm not. but i was talkin to mel and she has a point about how if i look back at where i used to live and i have so many pictures and honestly i used to have a better life and i was seven. i used to go out with friends all the time more than now and it sucks cuz yea i'm having fun and i love it here and i love everyone here but i was just thinking what if i was back there would my parents let me go out more than now and would they trust me more? i don't it's random but it's true and i don't know much of anything anymore. i don't know what's going on in my family anymore. i get in so much trouble about everything, and no don't think it's your fault (you know who u are) cuz it's not i promise. ok well sorry for writing this it was probably boring, i'm gona go now.
_nunziatina_