i made it sound like my friend who took the guy...i made it sound like i'm mad at her. and i'm not. honestly. i mean, i don't OWN that guy. and i don't like him as much as her...and he obviously doesn't like me...so what's the point in being angry? there isn't one. but i've just discovered that why would people like me in high school if they ( Read more... )

(sam look at the subject!) just when i meet a guy who's 6'3" and seems pretty cool, somebody decides she likes him and he likes her. perfect. because my life is just peachy beyond belief. or, as sam says, i'm just EXTREMELY lucky that way. oh yes. god. do we think high school will be any better? no. we don't. because nobody ever likes me ( Read more... )

i STILL can't get jordan pundik out of my head...ARG! i have been listening to Taking Back Sunday-Cute Without the E (Cut From the Team) nonstop. i heart that song. and right now i'm listening to coheed & cambria. i like them. i just got done running 2 miles...WAIT. 2 1/4 miles. yes indeed. cross country can just...eat my bubbles. so there ( Read more... )

Great. life is just PEACHY. isn't it? oh yes. o ho ho yes. lovely. matt can't decide if he wants to make out or not. it's been demoted to a "possibly". great. that's only MORE crap to add to my wonderful life. steve thinks my hair smells good. fruity. but i KNOW that it's NEVER EVER going to happen between me and him. he only dates the ( Read more... )

seriously. i read a lot...today nicole wouldn't take her hand off my book (technically, it's sam's book. but let's not nitpick) and so i said "i'm going to spit on you if you don't move your hand" and she didn't believe me. but i did. i did spit on that hand of hers. not a LUGEY. but i did spit. yes indeed. so today ( Read more... )

i realize it's mother's day, but my mom seems perfectly happy without me doing too much to make her happy. All my friends went to magic mountain yesterday...at 3 A.M. yuck. i didn't go because i didn't want to. simple as that. but i really want matt to get online...yes, the same matt who wants to engage in sexual contact with me. okay okay ( Read more... )

Sam. This is news for you since you won't call me. MATT HARTSHORN wants to make out with me. yeah. oh my. this is our exact conversation. there was some more stuff, but i didn't include it because it was insignificant in comparison to this ( Read more... )

why is it that guys seem to want to be my best friend, but never want to make out with me? ack. i would make out with glenn. i would also make out with josh. i wouldn't tell madelyn. really. i was sitting at the movie theater and i was TOTALLY feeling josh and glenn and they were feeling me and it was all quite lovely but then nothing ( Read more... )

it is 6:30 right now...and in about half an hour, i'm going to be whisked away to the suncoast and i'm going to meet josh and glenn there and see Van Helsing. with hugh jackman and all the monsters and stuff? yeah. that one. sam, i can't decide if i like glenn or not. did i tell you thall this? that today when i was in spanish, i was sitting ( Read more... )

HELLO GUYS! does anyone besides sam read these? hm. well...anyway. today. what happened today. hm. kay well everyone was telling me how lovely i look because I HAVE NO BRACES. and i got them off in the morning then ditched the rest of the day. i went to fashion show mall and saw a diesel fashion show (cute guys with nice abs...can't go ( Read more... )