people have been asking what happend what happend. And Ive explaind it sooo many times now. Basically to make a short story even shorter, he just didn't feel the same way about me that I felt about him.

( alyssa said that through all this I matured a lot and she was proud of me... that means sooo much! )

Its funny how when you build a tower on something that even seems strong, with out any warning it can come tumbling down.

and its funny how your too jaded to see the truth, and then you realize everything was a lie.

Brad and I are done. the first time I thought I loved, and I made an ass of myself.

There's no me without you
There's no meaning to life without you
Tell me why should I care 'bout doing my hair
When I can't stop the thinking about you
There's no moon without you
There's no Saturday nights without you
There's no walk through the park
No beat in my heart
No I love you, No I can't live without you

You told me everything would be ( Read more... )

I keep wanting to say "I love you"

but would you freak out?

Please don't leave me.

I am feeling quite productive. I slept in past first and second. I slept well last night. However, I was freaking out due to a really odd dream I had to I slept in and it was nice ( Read more... )

"fearing conversation, its better just to hold you, and keep you passified ( Read more... )

I have never been so hurt as I was last night.

tonight i quit.

thank you mommy and Brad.

I am feeling soooo bitchy, and I know I am bitchy. its cause I am stressed ( Read more... )

WHO WANTS TO HANG OUT. ONE ON ONE?

OH and who else wants to go to OAR on march 3rd? 30 bux.