i am sick of hiding, and waiting and building myself a tinier and tinier box to live in (only to start building another..smaller). i wish there weren't so many eyes on me..or maybe Im just paranoid. i dont know how to open up, that idea collapsed long ago. im starting to think there will be no possible way for me to trust anyone. blind, confused, ( Read more... )

exams this week

and im not feeling very good, i always mess up things..

My first poem: by Danny R. Mayberry ( Read more... )

last night was church, then segalas house!!!! and so everybody went over to her house and we ate (i brought my favorite lemon cookies). me, segala, laurel, and tiffany started playing chicken foot cause they didnt like the game i wanted to play, and i go crazy when i play chicken foot at annas. and yeah then danny took me home but we got lost and ( Read more... )

k well ive been in annapolis, maryland with my aunt for about 5 days and i just got back. we ate some japanese, went to a huge resort on the eastern shore and got facials, ate dinner there for turkey day, and friday we saw alexander which was absolutely terrible (worst movie ive ever seen in my life---i wonder if oliver stone has lost his mind). ( Read more... )

well last nite i went with segala, danny, randal, jameson, michael, elizabeth, the cantrells, and josh b with some girl went to tgi fridays. i got a bacon cheeseburger "boring but still hardcore" lol segala..and and we were makin fun of danny cuz he told us in his truck that he was gonna pick up our waitress tonite. and the only waitresses were: ( Read more... )

last night, while i was reading a really disturbing holocaust book for school, my parents run into my room yelling "who is at the door..!!!!" "erin look out the window, whose truck is that"....good lord it was only danny, so hes like "do ya wanna go get somethin to eat cuz im hungry." so i go and we feel like bueno..and when hes driving in, he ( Read more... )

wow..um yeah tonite was depressing, and the day was stressing...i dont think i really need to say much more along those lines...

whose the cock of the walk? lol...sry im so bored...

http://www.forumhell.com/23631.htm

take a look its interesting

yesterday started off ok, but then jameson told me i was arrogant, and everything just went downhill. i was freaking out, the entire notion of my being a noble human being (that still makes a ton of mistakes instead of having a distinguishing evil to identify me...arg) was thrown out the window and i had a breakdown. and when i went to church i ( Read more... )