to even try and begin to tell you whats its like will blow your mind, to tell you the shit ive been through whether its been in my relationship, or with my parents and my home life, will take what little sanity you may have left and distort it into the hellish reality that is life

eminems great for qoutes:

"FUCK YOU DAMMIT!"

i.....i just..i need...AAAAAAHHHHHH -slams head repeatedly into granite-

what the fuck did i do?
WHAT THE FUCK DID I EVER FUCKING DO?
ALL I DID WAS LOVE HER, AND THIS IS WHAT I GET TO DEAL WITH!!! WOOHOO! I CANT WAIT!

as if these last five months havent been hard enough

i don't know who i even trust anymore, i've been lied to about it, i'm not and idiot ( Read more... )

if your saw me at flex yew know I look like shit good news its the allergies and medicates, I did overdose a little because I forgot to take it then mowed then lawn which set them off so now im just like balancing out just had to think because im feeling muck better now -smile-

okay so um i whacked my hand against my jammed locker and hit the joint of my thumb on the little handle thingie. more importantly heres todays do now

Thursday - Write the names of a couple you know that you really admire. Write a note to this couple telling them what you most admire about their relationship

i really need to just like escape from everything and almost everyone, this has just been the worst week ever.

flex today was by far the most uncomfortable expierence of my life. i can't exactly say why but the only person it concerns knows why. i said all of ten words. i couldn't make eye contact with a certain person. i really just felt like exploding on that person but i didn't, i kept my cool. i can't look at him/her. i tried to pretend to be friendly ( Read more... )

Here we stand again
Another day has passed us
With its lack of change
And all we have is what we share
And all we want is someone else to be there

And if the sun will set tonight
Hold our secrets up to the sky
As our shadows grow there's nothing left to hide
And if you ever doubt
You will know that I still wonder
How many times did I compare
The stars to your ( Read more... )

ok im not gonna lie. last night kate and i had a convo that we've had several times before. this morning i woke up and just couldn't figure what it was about her i loved. even when i saw her this morning before first period while i was holding her i was doubting what i was feeling. shes told me several times that i didnt have to deal her problem ( Read more... )

I just, I don't know this is just.....maybe she's right

great night, i love my baby soo much, very tired though but so worth it