Casey,Paige and I went to my brothers house last night for pizza. yummy. casey hates spendin time with my family...but when it comes to his family god forbid if i complain in the least bit. whata jerk ( Read more... )

I hate drug addicts. exspecilly coke heads. they are the worset kind of people.Might as well be smoking crack. THe only differance between the 2 is a little baking soda. Im probably going to end up moving outta here because of this shit. and also Casey's bullshit too. He doesnt have a job and he doesnt help me with Paige anymore.Yesterday Screamer ( Read more... )

Renee took me out last night. We went to Ruby Tuesday's ate some Queso dip YUMMY! And got our DRANK ON!I had a long island ice tea and she had some pink drink and a beer. Holy crap it was expensive! 25 bucks for 3 drinks and an appetizer! Comi bastards! We walked just in case we got too toasty to drive.Afterwards we went to Barns and Noble chilled ( Read more... )

i love it...i eat peanut butter on bread like everyday. more importantly i love peanut butter and jelly 10x as much! definitly with a glass of milk....mmm heaven. its like elementry school lunch all over again. all i need is the my little pony lunch box i was sportin.

last night Paige pretty much slept threw the night! 8pm-4:30am woo hoo! Anyway...our dishwasher broke so Casey's mom is bringing us a new one today...thank fucking god man. I hate washing dishes by hand!!! 12 days I go see my doctor for my 6 week postpartum check up. Ew god am I dreding that.Seriously if you've never been to the gyno or arent a ( Read more... )

Paige turned a month old yesterday.it seems like yesterday that I was still pregnant. I cant really think straight right now...something bad happened to my friend and I dont know exactly what,but I have a feeling something isn't right. I hope she calls me back soon...I am really worried.

its 5 am and im awake with paige. yey! haha not! i didnt realize that you really DONT get any sleep when you have a baby! oh well she is so worth it. she is so beautiful too. the most precious thing ive ever seen! so one of my best friends who is like a sister to me is having a baby again! i hope she has a girl because I have a shit load of stuff I ( Read more... )

I am totally suffering from postpartum depression. Whenever she crys I break down in tears myself.I feel like I am doing everything completely wrong.I feel extremely guilty for not breastfeeding her too.Like I've cheated her.I love her so much and I want what is best for my daughter.Casey keeps saying she is colicy and is telling everyone and its ( Read more... )

I have to take percocet every 4 to 6 hours.I have to take birth control pills now.I have a migraine so I took some Ibuprofin yesterday and today,also I still have to take prenatal vitamins.

Back in the day I would have loved taking so many pills.Hahaha! Now I feel like an old person.My back pops all the time and hurts.

ehh. =o/

Paige had her first doctors visit yesterday.Her doctor is sooo nice. He's Jamacian! She gained 2 ounces and grew a quarter of an inch. I can't belive she is a week old already! Aww my baby is growing so fast! I actually got alot of sleep last night thanks to my mom! She's been a great help to me. I called my doctor this morning because I am still ( Read more... )