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Cape Cod.♥♥
So much fun. So we got there Thursday night, or was it Friday? I forget
Jake&Mags were there. Jake is fricken awesome, we’re starting a band.yesmam. And thier friends, Emily,Alicia,and Thomas were there too. They’re really nice too. Emily and I talked a lot. We went to the beach when we got there and I was the only one who was brave enough to go swimming..losers. Then went back to the house and played videogames. Then played horse and guess who won! ME! yesirr. I made this really really long shot that I didn’t think I could make in a thousand years, and then jake did it right after me. hah. And then we had a sillystring war…the ground was covered when we were done. Then jake had these cap guns that we kept shooting..um..then later that night we all went to the beach. We brought all the cap guns and chased these people on the beach and they kept screaming at us. We tried to build a bon fire on the beach..but didn’t’ quite work. Um..then we these kids were making Indian noises so me,Emily, and jake chased them while shooting our cap guns..lol. we’re losers. But it was fun. then we tried to make a movie and jake jumped off the lifeguard stand, stupid boy. Then this drunk guy came up to the lifeguard stand and we were all telling ghost stories and he told us a story. ..he scared the shit out of me. um next day we went to a kickass flea market thing. Got some jewelry. I can’t really remember that day..o I went running with my uncle&aunt at 8 in the morning! Dfja. But I beat them:) heh. Next day went to provincetown , saw all the gay people:). Went shopping. Didn’t get anything. Went to the beach that night and tried to skim bboard? I think that’s what its called. I broke my leg, its got a huge bump on it. I sucked so bad. I looked so lame trying to do it. and then this boy came over and tried to teach me but still didn’t help. Then my bro buried me in the sand all the way up to my neck. Hah, we’re lame I know. ummmmm next day went to the outlets. Got sneakers for 15$ heckyes. And a jeanskirt. And comfy shorts and a studded belt. So yea it was super duperly fun.
4 months. Yessir. I <3 him. too bad my mommy was being a bitch so i coudln't see him.
I miss bradley. Hehe I haven’t seen him in a while.
&&I think I’m finally back in shape. Yippie.
so we started to make bets.
20 bucks its a girl.
i'm so excited.
firebreath154: and you will be in a bathing suit, thats ever more hott.
firebreath154: (smokin if I do say so)
firebreath154: didnt have candles, so we used 15 matches
firebreath154: and I had a flamming donut
firebreath154: I asked them to spank me in french..
firebreath154: they said bend over, and they all kicked me.
firebreath154: I <3333 YOU
firebreath154: YOU ARE AWESOME
o boy. i miss him.
mm..parties..friends..XC(megs, you dont know what your missing)..life's getting back to normal.
went to j's sister's partay.
o boy it twas fun.
drunk boys are gay.
stoned boys are even gayer.
I picked you out Of a crowd and talked to you Said I liked your shoes You said thanks can I follow you? So it's up the stairs And out of view No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name you asked the time Now it's two o'clock, the club is closed we're up the block Your hands on me I'm pressing hard against your jeans Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out You didn't care to know Who else may have been you before I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck Where's the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure I got the money if you got the time You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try Then my mind went dark We both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train I'll meet up with the band in the morning Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers They just play tragic And the phone's ringing And the van's leaving Let's just keep touching Let's just keep keep singing I want a lover I don't have to love I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk Where's the kid with the chemicals I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full I need some meaning I can memorize The kind I have always seems to slip my mind But you but you You write such pretty words But life's no story book Love is an excuse to get hurt And to hurt "Do you like to hurt?" "I do! I do!" "Then hurt me.”
Yes..i’m becoming obsessed with bright eyes lyrics. ♥