i wish i didnt feel like he has left me alone ( Read more... )

so nothing new on my end of things...i guess im just updating to update...i guess tonight im going out to coffee with christina jason garrett kaity and raka...brian wont be there considering he is indisposed at the moment...im really starting to miss him greatly...and the worring gets worse...i tired to call his mom today but no one answered the ( Read more... )

Im doing much better then i was this weekend...turns out i just had severe girl problems...you know those emotional ones that come once a month and make ya crazy ( Read more... )

What in the world made me think it was okay to turn my back and walk away from so many people who were such wonderful friends to me ( Read more... )

ooo its my ringtone...haha but i honestly love this song ( Read more... )

So I went on myspace and tried to get in touch with everyone... Ive been wondering lately where my friends have gone, and i realized that i just basically disapeared, but im very tried of being in hiding from everything, i miss my friends and the good times we used to have. I have made some mature reconcilations lately, which is good, it takes a ( Read more... )

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thats my cell, use the number, it will be off for a few days cause i need to make a payment on the bill...right now im at college visiting nichole with kaity.

brian, i wish you understood how much i really do love you...its been two months, and im not giving up...ever...please just try to understand that...you are everything.

I drink away the night to hide from the dark ( Read more... )

wow do i have some major catching up to do. I dont get online anymore, simply because im far to busy to do such a thing ( Read more... )

I wish you could comprehend how much it hurts me when you do not call. I wanted to see you today, I came to Portage so that I could see you today, and I feel like you blew me off. I hope your not angry at me, or anything of the sort...brian...what the hell...I love you far to much to give up on this...and you know I never will...

...*sigh*...