i just want to have the things i want and be happy.

i'm tired.
i just want to go home.
and i don't even have one.

i honestly wish i could just talk to my girlfriend right now. i've had a shit week at work and she's busy too, playing bocce ball and talking with the neighbors.... and i feel like we've barely had a conversation today.

i'm just lonely.

i lost my job a while ago. last week or something ( Read more... )

today i'm going to an airport to fulfill my desires of being a passenger on an airplane heading towards california...where the love of my life is fulfilling her desire of college educations.... and where i'll be spending the next week on vacation.

suck it!

smoke drugs.

i really have trouble dealing with my own life sometimes and i really wish that i was born a different person.

i love the person i am now and i love everyone who is in my life, but sometimes, as you've heard a thousand times before, it's just really hard to be me.

i get to see krista in less than 2 weeks and i'm super fucking pumped. unfortunately after i return home on april 6th, i won't get to see her again until may 20th or so. that sucks.

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let's give this a whirl.

i bought my dream drum set a few weeks ago. i'm very pumped.

i'll post some photos when i get around to it.

soon i get to fly to california for krista's spring break, and i could not be more excited. i love the weather and the food there...and most importantly, i love my krista.

yeah, i'm a fag, whatever.