whoa its been a week and no updates. i should start doing this more frequently. I was going to rant on and on about how pointless my week was, but today made it perfect. well this last half hour did. (one-track mind going off again) Ashley came over and we drove around. She had to leave early but it didnt matter. it was wonderful. finally, a face ( Read more... )

this is awesome. im so happy all the time now. fuck yes. i like this. a lot. Last night was so much fun. Ashley showed up at my house at like ten to 11. and i was like whoa, i didnt think you were coming. in a good way of couse. so we sat on the road for an hour and talked.then watched some tv. which was to much fun. too much. well, just right. ( Read more... )

what a great way to end the summer.we ran around town. pretenting to be spys. we as in rob, joe, icass and a few others that i cannot spell there names because im a fuck up. we went to DQ and put ice cream all over each other and then ran to robs pool to wash it all off. to end the night, we sat outside just talking and stuff. peeing on stuff. ( Read more... )

and it stretched for centuries to a diary entry’s end where I wrote ....you make me happy when the skies are gray You make me happy the skies are gray and gray.

i swear to god ill update soon. to tried.

standing looking at a photograph
that you do not remember being taken.
you look out of breath, and me like I am faking.
as a matter of fact I don't recall this photo being taken
you don't even actually exist so I just started shaking.

whats new...ok ok no small talk anymore with myself. Mitches party was so awesome.Umm i got there early, a few hours early to go visit Ashley at subway. where she works. She gave me free food which was very nice of her. we also threw food at each other. She had to work later so we agree to talk later at the party. I wanted to stay, but not seem to ( Read more... )

your heart is a river that flows from your chest
through every organ
your brain is the dam
and i am the fish who can't reach the cord.

I fell in love and I needed a roadmap.

this was good day. im too tried to update.

i just made some long post and it didnt show up. fuck i hate myself.

hello again ( Read more... )