I'm really that nuts?
I'm sitting in my school library doing absolutely nothing because I have independent study this period and I already finished my work. Got to love it. Anyway, people have been complaining that I don't update my journal enough. So instead of doing my homework I'm doing something a little better. Not much, but a little. I have to do all these huge research projects for English... ICKY....
Anyway, I miss spending time with all of my other friends. Like Michelle, Jason, Dave, Nicole, and Kow. I see them at school, which is nice, but I really miss hanging out with them. Michelle isn't talking to me, Dave is always working, there is just so much stuff going on. It makes me really sad. People say they feel like I moved to Douglas. I wish I had. Then I would be around people who actually give a shit about me. I really feel like it would be easier, for everyone. The only people who are really talking to me are my firends from Douglas (who totally kick ass by the way!!! I love you guys!!!), Chris, Dave, and Nicole. I really don't want it to be like this. I don't know what to do...
Last night I went to Wachusett with Dave to get our season boarding passes, but it closed like 10 minutes before we got there. That kind of sucked. But Dave took me to Doulgas to see Matt after. I got to see Mike and Staci too!! And Mike didn't get taken away yet, he has a trial in November. Mike you're my hero!!! Lol. Staci had a cup of worms for her Bio class and I accidently knocked it over... ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.... I HATE WORMS... lol they are soooo scary.
So anyways, Mike and Staci went to his house and me and Matt went to his. It was fun, and I got to see Matt... which makes me soooo happy.
I love you Matt <3