she loves you! yeah yeah yeah.

[xtelescope_eyes]

everyday i tell myself that i just want to be a really positive person and just not let stupid things get to me. and i'll do so good for certain periods of time but then stupid shit gets to me. and i need to work on not letting it, you know? but sometimes its so fucking hard, depending on what it is....there's a lot that i want to go back and fix

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[missjarvis]

i'm the same way. i'll start realizing that i'm turning back into a person i was at one point & hated being more than anything so i try so hard to just be a caring, loving person to people in general, especially the ones i love. & i'll try so hard to keep really small things that don't matter from affecting me but then it just seems like all these small things add up into something big and overwhelming so i have to deal with it & i just get frustrated and angry with everyone and everything. it drives me absolutely crazy!

[xtelescope_eyes]

what i want to do is be as strong as you were when all that shit happened with manny. the way you pushed it to the back of your mind so that you weren't biting your lip anymore to keep from crying. but i can't.

[missjarvis]

there wasn't a day that went by that i didn't just sit there crying wondering "what the fuck did i do to deserve this?"