you don't destroy the people you love.

[xtellmebaby]

so friday was the night of my birthday party.
adam got so drunk he blacked out.
and then woke up in julie, his ex girlfriend's, bed.

i'm not upset anymore.
fuck that.

i deserve the world. he can't give me that. ever.strangely, it's a relief to say the chapter on adam schaffer is officially dunzo

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[xtellmebaby]

i'm not going to stand for that! :) you should be a proud mama.

and one day rachel, the hurt will stop. right now i'm mad, but we all know it will hit me and upset me one day.. and then we'll hurt together. :) haha love you 86!!

[eightysix_]

as you shouldn't! :)

i can't wait for that day, lol. just taking it one day at a time now. having a weekend where i can relax is going to be nice, i think :) hey, maybe once you start hurting i'll be feeling a little better and i can give you some tips! haha. i won't hold my breath for that. i hope that you don't have to hurt, but if it's what you need to do to heal, then i hope i can help you through it. love you 14! i have to say, i love that we became bffs (i def. wrote bbfs lol) again through lj :P

because now you grow, that's the pill of it

[notabunny1020]

when you have to deal with major fuckasses, i feel pissed off because you're way too awesome for that.

better things on the horizon, i swear.

in the meantime, buckets. (remember the original translations?)