Jesus fuck. i just got carmine's email. i feel like shit for her. i know the big B is an aquaintance of mine and family of a good friend, but i want someone to drive a spike through he's heart so he could know how it feels to be hurt. he plays with her and he knows he can. he doesn't feel any remorse. i can't stand beautiful who know it then do ( Read more... )

i feel like i've lost something. im just sooo unsure right now. idk, maybe we were that close of friends afterall, even though we claimed to be best friends. hmmmm.
-johnson

today was different. i chilled with the north dekota cousins. they're really really cool. i just adore them.((matt 18, erin girl 16, and kacie girl 10.)) matt and erin are sooo chill i think i could get really close to them. they're not excatly innocent, they know things and have done things, but they aren't corrupted and they think about more than ( Read more... )

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wellum, i got back from the desert today, and it sucked. i can't understand why anyone would want to go out there. it's hot and dusty and there's nothing to do. the most happenen place was the salvation army. ooo im nervous. the family i have never met from my dad's side is a comin down. i don't think they'll like me. they love my brother who is ( Read more... )

Yay! i made up with the girlies and i can't wait to start hangin' again. WWWWWOOOO HHHHHOOOO! Haha but it'll have to be next week cuz, dessert this weekend with the parentals for...softball! ((what else?))
peace-
Johnson

hmmmm. i miss the girls. but i don't want the old relationship i had with them. i can't take the monotony. nothing ever changes, and i need change. but i miss talking to them. likfe is really shitty at home now. lindsay always helped me when my father would belittle me. i miss lindsay the most.

IM A FUCKING PIMP!
EXCEPT MY HO SEEMS TO MISSING IN ACTION.
WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT FUCKING PHILLIPENO?

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