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[xthe_real_me]

My dad is making me quit my job.
I love my job.
Im starving. I think that I go between SI and just not eating. Like...I've stopped cutting before and I've stopped starving myself. But never at the same time. It's usually one or the other. Now it's both. Oh shit...I can't deal with both. I am in hell.

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[skatergurl1515]

Second, why would he make you quit your job? Thats crazy talk.
I'm the exact same way. I'm not cutting right now, so I'm not eating. And when I'm cutting, I'm eating. I'm like, wtf! Its so confusing. I can't figure myself out.

[xthe_real_me]

Because he dosnt like driving me to and from. I love my job so so so much...people actually like me there. And i'm all outgoing and stuff.

[skatergurl1515]

Well if your job makes you happy, is there no other way for you to get there? Neighbor, other relative, friends?