sooooooooooooo confused

dear heart,

lets not get ourselves in love again.

yours truly,
lee

im very tired, and i have to go to work.

not to much fun...

i wish i could go to sleep again.

your as welcome as cancer,
lee

way to come and go fourth of july what a blast you weren't. I hate certain holidays and this became one of them. i like fireworks but other than that i hate this holiday. Its atop my list with Valentines Day ( Read more... )

and cheers for the ever so long lasting nightlife. Its time for me to leave again,Ill be back in 2 days.

Its so awkward at times, feeling so alone. Vacation in 5 day, maybe thats what i need. I hope so atleast, my mindsight and mood are all messed up. I hate it and i will proceed to give up on trying to fix it now ( Read more... )

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so maybe one day i will have courage, and say the things that need to be said. but as for now, i will sulk away my lonely nights in the confines of my basment. i found this picture and it was to perfect for me not to post it on here.


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Live journal isnt for me

i had an absolutely okay night last night. I kinda didnt want to be alive through parts of it then i did. I just went and slept that off to awaken to such a great day. i got 11 hours of sleep then awoke to fresh coffee.[why coffee was brewing in my house at 1:00 i have no clue]Then i rode to the car wash with my bag full of various items (later to ( Read more... )