Candles are marvelous. I've been staring mindlessly into a flame that could destroy so much. But how can this be so beautiful? Its so weird how things play out. I'm a very lonely kid, maybe im a recluse by nature. For the past 3 weeks i have just sit in my basement at nights, every night, listening to death cab and burning candles. I have eleven ( Read more... )

ok to make up for my last post on here i will explain- there was a misinterpratation(if that is the proper word) between me and someone else ( Read more... )

didnt have a good day.

but for the sake of some people that read this journal i will not get into the details, because i dont not want anyone to take offense or know what is going on in my life because it is obviously depressing.

ill be deleting this account soon

i havent been on here in quite a while due to my grounding sentence.

i really wish it would have snowed today, i love the snow and after going skiing i realized how wonderful it really is. someone make snow for me and send it over please.

updates to my life:

(+)death cab for cutie-transatlanticsm,gatorade,girl scout cookies, mixtapes, homemade ( Read more... )

we should have seen it comming ( Read more... )

Confused day ( Read more... )

i hate the nighttime

i hate not sleeping

i hate hating

i hate loving

i hate alot of people

::THIS WAS MY SILENT SCREAM::

I dont know what to do right now.

I Cried.

I want to know why.

please someone tell me anything. ANYTHING.

......

Today was ok i guess. im confused. about alot.

Ive came to the realization that:

I make people out to be what there not alot
I hate this town more than i realized
I have no life
I Love her more every second

"I should be on trial for everything i haven't done"

Why does everything seem so out of sequence at the weirdest times ( Read more... )