so here's my lovely recap of my day ( Read more... )

once again, jumped on the bandwagon. lol because this one is cute. i stole it from pollard:)<3
{{i have kissed someone...}}

on the cheek ( Read more... )

[1] Take your LJ username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (A=1, B=2, etc) : 24.20.8.5.11.12.1.19.8 ( Read more... )

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le sigh. lol listening to good old ella ( Read more... )

well well well.

here we are boxing day. i absolutely cannot believe that we are almost in 2005. strraange.my christmas has been very lovely. lets see....hokay. so. here's the over-all summary of my christmas day ( Read more... )

sorry denomy i had to have that as my title. lol its just so damn fitting for last night.

last night was absolutely fantastic.

(side note to subcultured: you guys made my LIFE by playing passionfruit. and by puting me and heather in charge of the keyboard. lol)

anyways all the bands were awesome, i learned that derrick kicks my ass in guitar. ( Read more... )

i just want to fucking get out of here.

unfortunately the thing i want to get away from will follow me nomatter where i go.

i feel trapped.

these past few days have been such a blur of emotion and...just a blur of everything.
tamara was supposed to have a C section on December 8th.
this past friday (the 3rd) at around 7 30 pm i decide to listen to the messeges.

"Hey age, its jay. um its around noon right now on Friday, just came into the hospital for a routine checkup, and they've ( Read more... )

dear aaron

i was having a really bad day today. i was really stressed about school, doubting myself in just about everything i did, and was upset about musical. then i came home, and i read your update. it was the first time i genuinely smiled all day. u have no idea what that means to me. you're phenomenal.

<3age.