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[xthespeedofdark]

I hate what I am. I hate what I was, and I hate what I'm becoming. I hate everything about myself. Being alone has magnified all my problems. I can't see, I can't think, all I can do is hear the voice in my head that tells me to give up.

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[laceandlumber]

i <3 you becky!haha

[chokeme_x]

no. rachelle loves you
no giving up.

[buddy009]

Hun, you probably don't want to hear from me because I'm Andrew's ex. But just let me say that being alone is not the worse thing there is. I mean really, for 2 months I was on suicide watch because I was so depressed because I lost someone who meant so much too me. But until 2 weeks ago, I realize that you really can function better when your alone. Sure, having someone is great and fun and all, but it gives you little things in your head called cotton balls..."I wonder if hes thinking this....Is he gonna be angry if I say this to this person...Am I not fullfilling him enough". Just so much SHIT in your head that it makes you want to explode since your wondering, while there is so much other things going on in your life. And that is called stress. Sorry for the ran hun, but I just want to show you that having someone right now isn't the most important thing. You will find that love one day when you leave your town and move on in life, trust me

[xthespeedofdark]

Oh, I didn't mean alone as in single, I meant physically alone, with no one around me.