Most pointless boring night ever.

My head fucking hurts like a bitch. I should get off the computer, cause it's probably making my headache worse. But I don't wanna go to sleep yet.

My CD is taking forever to get here. I can't wait two weeks....two days has already felt like forever. Stupid CD Plus....they never have any good CD's in stock, you ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this fucking unwanted since Grade 7.

But someday we'll all be old
And I'll be so damn beautiful
Meanwhile I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cause if I can't see you then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
Fly little bee away
To where there's no more rain and I can be me

Last night was...different. Rocky Horror was amazing, of course. I really wanna go rent the movie now. Hopefully it' ( Read more... )

All in all, people frusterate me greatly. I would love to know what makes some people behave the way they do. Honestly....*shakes head in disbelief* Anyway, today was not an overly horrible day, although I wasn't able to get through to the A&C Center to get tickets to Rocky Horror. I'll have to try again tommorrow. Jerrica came over after school ( Read more... )

I wish people would stop being so goddamn fake!

Smoked.
Drank alcohol.
Cried when someone died.
Been drunk.
Had sex.
Been to a concert.
Been verbally sexually harassed.
Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
Laughed so hard something came out of your nose
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Been to prom.
Cried at school.
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It's amazing how quickly things change, isn't it? One minute everything is perfectly fine, and all of a sudden things just start to fall apart ( Read more... )

Agh. I feel crappy. I fucked up my speech, I talked way too fast. And now I don't know what I want to do tonight, and that's making me cranky. *sigh*

It seems to me that lately people have been blowing us off. I mean, suddenly everyone has new friends who are so much cooler and better than us, and it just makes me feel really rejected and betrayed. Not that everyone has been ditching us though. We've been getting a lot closer to Kate and Lynn, and they are amazing. They seriously make school so ( Read more... )

I'm sitting on a citadel
contemplating life
making a point to waste my time
I'm walking on clouds of white

What if I fall?
What if I don't?
What if I never make it home?
What if I bleed?
What if I break,
and I find that I can't take
the city below the citadel, holding my own hand?

And I'm
breaking on the balcony
Breaking window panes
Killing the pain of broken ( Read more... )