in about 15 minutes i get to hit a small milestone in the last 3 years for me - when it turns 2/6/08 i will have hit my first 1 month anniversary with my new girl! yay! go me :) so in love, so happy. now i know what most of you turds are talking about ;)

i think, after almost 10 years - i have found the right girl. i mean i know its only been like a week and a half - but i just feel something that i havent felt since i got engaged 10 years ago. i feel alive, full of happiness. is this what it is supposed to feel like? have i finally possibly found the right girl?

starting the new year off with a new girlfriend. booya. that is all.

so i went to, of all places, eharmony.com to check their shit out. i did the free thing where you answer like 600 questions and then they match you with people. my boy had done it earlier tonight and was looking at profiles and pics etc. but not me thou haha. you know what eharmony said to me after the 40 minutes i spent filling out all those ( Read more... )

winter in south east massachusetts sucks. ive been dealing with it for over 25 years and im just so sick of the way it makes me feel. winter bums me out like crazy. so depressing and cold out, no sunlight really either. and i work in a cold place so its like 90% of the time im awake im cold. i hate it. im so moody lately, i feel trapped in a sad ( Read more... )

you confuse me every day. you intimidate me when i want to ask for your number to the point where i cant get the words out. you smile at me so sweetly, but then i realize your a waitress and you have to smile at everyone who you want a bigger tip from. i cant tell if any of you are telling me the truth or lying to me, or if your gestures are ( Read more... )

working all day on thanksgiving while the boss takes 4 days off sucks. shoot me.

so i met a girl - well a woman really, shes actually older then me by a few years. she works where i work, we had 2 dates and things are looking good so far. ! 3 years of nothing might be finally coming to an end. fingers crossed

so my job went from rad to awful in the last few weeks. one thing in life i despise is when people dont do their job. which lists at least half of the people i work with. or, case in point - tonight. i was hungry after work, stopped at a wendys drive thru. i dont do that much these days, but once in a while i say fuck it. so i make my order, very ( Read more... )

yes - fuck college. maybe that doesnt work for all of you, maybe some of you actually go to a good college and feel that your 100% earning the education your paying out the ass for. that wasnt my case, and after reading a email i got from one of the chefs at my old college - i got irate all over again. i paid 43,000 for 12 months of college. i had ( Read more... )