i was couldnt decide whether i was going to go to Unearth or Emery yet..so i went down to gypsy...and they were sold out..which means i went to emery instead...and im glad i did..it was really good. A thorn for every heart put on an AMAZING show..AMAZING...and so did enjoy the fall...emery of course was good...but the crowd got on my nerves..alot ( Read more... )

oh if you only knew :)

( do you like dreaming of things so impossible )

last night was good..in some ways. Got alot of thinking done [waited till i was sober of course]. But it was good. I talked to someone who could really understand where i was coming from with things..who had been where i was and who is going through some of the same stuff..so it was a productive night. I know what i need to do now...and i ( Read more... )

I figure if i drink enough alchoholic beverages all my problems will go away...i guess we will have to see about that tonight...RED OAK BOUND BABY! Things are good at school...thats all. Things in the outside life arent so great. Things have changed...not for the good. Nothing feels the same anymore...its probably just me...but oh well. ( Read more... )

i wish i could tell you how i felt.

but i can't...cause i dont know how i feel anymore.

i know what i want.

but i dont know if i want it anymore.

fucking confused.

this sucks...alot

 shits fuckin gay and confusing again. Went out to red oak tonight to hang out with some old friends and ended up going up to my old church..where i thought would make me happy. I was way wrong..everything has changed there...its like all they care about is making money and shit..its pathetic. They have like stickers /shirts/hats/backpacks/coffee ( Read more... )

fucking overwhelmed as shit.

( if you keep askin me ill melt away in the summer air )

fuck...