still alone. its been awhile since i wrote in my live journal ( Read more... )

i think this is the same way i felt when i first met HER.
ya...
the same way.
so im a little scared.
nervous.
happy.
im always on the edge.
and she has got me twisting and turning from the inside out.

sadly i am here again.
off to tell a bitter friend.
i feel inside as though i have lost this time.
there are things i need to set aside.

and why is it that there all so infacutated with me?
i haven othing that i can give.
shallow.
hallow.
whatever,i left the table empty just for you.

goodnite angel.
lullabye

i bit my knuckels.
there red.
as my eyes water.
im empty again.
inside.
i need to fill this void i deny.
i feel better inside.

Type your cut contents here.my mom made lasagna tonite. it was really good but i ate to much of it. i have binged ate all day. i had meatballs and chicken alfredo and some macoroni all day....so i came home and ate 2 plates of ( Read more... )

lets see...i havent wrote in here in awhile....so maybe i should just jot some thoughts down.
whats been going on with me lately?? ?studying for finals of course, trying to get my shit straight which never seems to happen, i always get close but never close enough.
single.
thats not a news flash.
depressed, got some new medications today tho.

i have a head cold.
that sucks.
and i feel like shit.

things just arent going my way.
and i have nothing else more to say.

i just been thinking that i am a big train wreck waiting to happen.i was in a shitty mood last nite and took it out on a wonderfull person i am begining to become closer to. i shouldnt have been such a bitch.but whatever thats just me. i am lacking curiousity, because i feel i have already seen all i have needed to see. so close your eyes, and let ( Read more... )

i been sleeping and drinking and screwing and fucking and smoking and crashing and cutting.
listening to rehab right now.
i got an art conspricacy account, and it is the new artmyspace for me.
a small addiction.http://www.artconspiracy.com/artists/telltaleshot.htm

you cant live your life without drugs cassandra ( Read more... )

and the worst i can do is sleep the day away ( Read more... )