Measured in miles.
Don't ever say the word original again.
Janine got kicked out of the house again. I know it seems very habitual, but I think it might be for real this time. The thing that gets me the most is that she tried to put it on me. "But collin gets to stay out." Even if i do, don't bring me down with you. I've realized that the house is so much more peaceful, and organized once she was gone. It was a bad way to leave though. So much fighting. My dad finally saw the side of her and shane that my mom has been seeing for a while. My mom bitched him out for not listening to him. I think it was the one time that she was genuinally mad at him. Good for her.
"17 years and all that he gave was a daughter."
Last night: Mall with aaron and jessica. Aaron bought a camera. I bought plugs and sour starburst. Saw goash at best buy. Met up later with her and <3 caitlyn <3 [just to reciprocate ;)]. Went to jessica's. Went to caitlyn's. Played ddr. Sleep over at my house.
Today marks my diet. I swear. The "water diet." Sounds good to me. I'm so staying with it. Fuck eating. I'm gonna try to do a million crunches each day, and maybe i'll eventually have some sort of body going on.
Go angst. I feel like sitting in all the time. At the same time I feel very dedicated. Dedicated = school , I'm guessing. That will pass, with school fast approaching tomorrow. If I don't get into a good college I'm going to kill someone.
I let it happen to me. None of this. It's time to keep a promise to myself for once.
I hope everyone ditches me and I have no friends. That would be bad-ass. Seems fitting for me.
"all dressed up, and nowhere to go"
Janine got kicked out of the house again. I know it seems very habitual, but I think it might be for real this time. The thing that gets me the most is that she tried to put it on me. "But collin gets to stay out." Even if i do, don't bring me down with you. I've realized that the house is so much more peaceful, and organized once she was gone. It was a bad way to leave though. So much fighting. My dad finally saw the side of her and shane that my mom has been seeing for a while. My mom bitched him out for not listening to him. I think it was the one time that she was genuinally mad at him. Good for her.
"17 years and all that he gave was a daughter."
Last night: Mall with aaron and jessica. Aaron bought a camera. I bought plugs and sour starburst. Saw goash at best buy. Met up later with her and <3 caitlyn <3 [just to reciprocate ;)]. Went to jessica's. Went to caitlyn's. Played ddr. Sleep over at my house.
Today marks my diet. I swear. The "water diet." Sounds good to me. I'm so staying with it. Fuck eating. I'm gonna try to do a million crunches each day, and maybe i'll eventually have some sort of body going on.
Go angst. I feel like sitting in all the time. At the same time I feel very dedicated. Dedicated = school , I'm guessing. That will pass, with school fast approaching tomorrow. If I don't get into a good college I'm going to kill someone.
I let it happen to me. None of this. It's time to keep a promise to myself for once.
I hope everyone ditches me and I have no friends. That would be bad-ass. Seems fitting for me.
"all dressed up, and nowhere to go"