in my last entry i put my mood as "devious"...i dont even know what the fuck that means...gosh im a stupid emmer effer anywho today was pretty boring i was going to go hang with tuzzo, taylor and lauren but idk why i didnt...hmmm? so i basically got yelled at and just hid out in my room and listened to music <3 its all i ever do these days. Then my ( Read more... )

tonight was soo fucking fun. first i go to taylors house and laurennnn was thurr and we just chilled for like a half an hour then we went to the basketball game for like 20 minutes and left with tuzzzzoo the PIMP lmaoo he let me drive and it was awesome. im a kick ass driver even ask taylor...she knowss lol then we do doughnuts in some parking lot ( Read more... )

well i just got back from the basketball game with nicole in which was awesome...i love how we pile into ryans car and and drive around dancing to music lmao i love you nicole ( Read more... )

i dont even know if thats how u spell remeniscing? who cares today i laughed alot and i mean alot basically the whole day...in lunch i just about pissed my pants laughing so hard. HAHA i swear i laugh the most with nicole. lol me and her are going to meet ryans parents with lauren. "where is lauren?!" lmaoooo "she should be here by now" i guess u ( Read more... )

people really piss me off these days...jesus fucking christ i hate fucking lil two faced bitches who say one thing about a person behind their backs then pretend they didnt say anything. SAY IT TO THEIR FUCKING FACES god damn. ughh i dont really care what people think. if i have something on my mind im gonna fucking say it. that just pisses me off ( Read more... )

well i am not in school right now because i had to go to the doctors about 43435 million times today. ughh i hate hospitals they are creepy. When i had to go today i was in the elevator with some dude who didnt even know his name and he looked like he was dieing right in front of my eyes. its freaky to see people like that. hmm anyway after the ( Read more... )

Well these journal things are pretty nifty...mhm yeah its pretty late but i cant sleep. Everynight for the past few weeks its been the same. I stay up laying in my bed just thinking i cant help it. I want to get some things off my mind but i just cant. I dont know whats wrong with me. Yesterday in school i had to wear a heart monitor which mind you ( Read more... )