This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum board...
This is basically how my day goes:
Wake up somewhere between 10-12 because honestly, i don't fucking care.. there is nothing else to do and all thats on TV is the stupid shitty shows that nobody i their right mind would watch voluntarily. Brush teeth in the dark(my bathroom has no windows), shower(you guessed it, in the dark), hope to god my mother is going to tell us we're going to the mall or something along those lines, make sure my phone is still in service, sit down and watch tv and go hungry for a couple hours until i get fed up and actually decide to eat, don't find anything to eat, ask mom, get yelled at by mom about food and how messy the house is, get pissed because i've been in the house with my family all week, watch tv. Then i'm off to sit in my room and read a bit of Hitchhiker's guide and laugh out loud because it really is good, then i play with the candles that used to be there.. (they no longer exist), after all of that i sit and watch more TV like a fat-ass.. i swear to god i don't watch that much tv normally. up until recently that was all i really did.. now i've got my computer back so i'm on this thing most of the time. then i'll go to my room and either talk on the phone or read...
Hurricanes can suck a cock.
oh, its 1004 cello.. as of today =)
TOMORROW IS HALLOWEEN!
it seems so late, yet its soooo early.
how are all of you holding up? i miss you.
and you and you and you.
i need to do my laundry.. desperately.
i hope school never opens up again. come on.. how the hell are we supposed to make up two weeks? theres no fucking way.. just quit... quit school, quit your job, quit life.
at your own risk of course
and will all the emo kids stop worrying about stupid genres? it doesn't matter.
and if you're a stupid fan girl who loves to elbow me in the side and the head and you've bought a ticket to HIM... please sell it to someone worthy of it.. and don't bother me at the show. i plan to be fully saturated by ville's voice (hahahaha)
do yourself a favor and create a buzznet account.
http://www.buzznet.com
mine: http://www.empatheticfool.buzznet.com
where the hell did i come up with that user name anyway.. i would've much rather prefered sympathyofalover
i miss dead journal... sad eyes. too bad nobody else has it. too bad it costs money. to bad i want to die.
i love the icon.. i lurve it. that photoshoot produced grand pictures.. *giggle*
no i didn't really giggle.. but come on... pete is the cutest.
i miss my (real) friends.
people have been carving pumpkins with the bartskull and heartagram like mad.. such a cool idea and they all look so bad ass... i've never carved a pumpkin =(
i want cookies..goooood cookies. bat cookies... mmmm... i made cookies with my neighbor one year.. best cookies ever.. there were bats and pumpkins and ghosts.. and we got to frost them.. shit...
i do the "..." thing a lot...
OH MAN. totally forgot to do screen caps of the "Release The Bats" DVD... tooooooootally forgot. sorry.
patrick as Bedussey.. lmao. thats a real kick in the ass.
Pete's shorts.. i really wish i could've grabbed them.. i've just realized cello.. he looked like a fucking hollister kid.. minus the wig.. woah..WOAH.
Hollister, CA. I want to go there.. i want to see what all that buisness is about.
CA stands for a lot of things... canada, california, college academy (insert boo and hiss here)... ok maybe three isn't a lot.. but one could definately get confused.
"HEY CHRIS, YOU WERE OUR ONLY FRIEND"
awwww... they're singing to me.. via the nickname ryan gave me.. hahaha. and they love me back! yay.
Our power is supposed to come back on Ville's birthday...
how odd.
Now that i've heard enough of pete talk, i recognize him on the album a lot better...
P!ATD are some lucky bastards.. apparently "someone" posted panic's purevolume site in a comment on pete's livejournal and thats how pete heard them and pete was so thoroughly impressed that he got them signed.. and they had only been a band for five months.. FIVE FUCKING MONTHS. that almost NEVER happens..
typing has become odd. just plain odd.
i'm sad.
i'm switching from FOB to HIM now..
Everyone has the DARK LIGHT album right?? RIGHT?!
go listen to it now. right right now. it is grand.. come on.. ville's voice is the best.. it put me to sleep after a nightmare...
"in the sweetest truth i'm so afraid of life"
"I play dead to hide my heart"
beautiful.
tired. melancholic. and i'm probably boring you to death so i'll stop.
Minä pidän sinusta
-(insert whatever name you want to call me)
Wake up somewhere between 10-12 because honestly, i don't fucking care.. there is nothing else to do and all thats on TV is the stupid shitty shows that nobody i their right mind would watch voluntarily. Brush teeth in the dark(my bathroom has no windows), shower(you guessed it, in the dark), hope to god my mother is going to tell us we're going to the mall or something along those lines, make sure my phone is still in service, sit down and watch tv and go hungry for a couple hours until i get fed up and actually decide to eat, don't find anything to eat, ask mom, get yelled at by mom about food and how messy the house is, get pissed because i've been in the house with my family all week, watch tv. Then i'm off to sit in my room and read a bit of Hitchhiker's guide and laugh out loud because it really is good, then i play with the candles that used to be there.. (they no longer exist), after all of that i sit and watch more TV like a fat-ass.. i swear to god i don't watch that much tv normally. up until recently that was all i really did.. now i've got my computer back so i'm on this thing most of the time. then i'll go to my room and either talk on the phone or read...
Hurricanes can suck a cock.
oh, its 1004 cello.. as of today =)
TOMORROW IS HALLOWEEN!
it seems so late, yet its soooo early.
how are all of you holding up? i miss you.
and you and you and you.
i need to do my laundry.. desperately.
i hope school never opens up again. come on.. how the hell are we supposed to make up two weeks? theres no fucking way.. just quit... quit school, quit your job, quit life.
at your own risk of course
and will all the emo kids stop worrying about stupid genres? it doesn't matter.
and if you're a stupid fan girl who loves to elbow me in the side and the head and you've bought a ticket to HIM... please sell it to someone worthy of it.. and don't bother me at the show. i plan to be fully saturated by ville's voice (hahahaha)
do yourself a favor and create a buzznet account.
http://www.buzznet.com
mine: http://www.empatheticfool.buzznet.com
where the hell did i come up with that user name anyway.. i would've much rather prefered sympathyofalover
i miss dead journal... sad eyes. too bad nobody else has it. too bad it costs money. to bad i want to die.
i love the icon.. i lurve it. that photoshoot produced grand pictures.. *giggle*
no i didn't really giggle.. but come on... pete is the cutest.
i miss my (real) friends.
people have been carving pumpkins with the bartskull and heartagram like mad.. such a cool idea and they all look so bad ass... i've never carved a pumpkin =(
i want cookies..goooood cookies. bat cookies... mmmm... i made cookies with my neighbor one year.. best cookies ever.. there were bats and pumpkins and ghosts.. and we got to frost them.. shit...
i do the "..." thing a lot...
OH MAN. totally forgot to do screen caps of the "Release The Bats" DVD... tooooooootally forgot. sorry.
patrick as Bedussey.. lmao. thats a real kick in the ass.
Pete's shorts.. i really wish i could've grabbed them.. i've just realized cello.. he looked like a fucking hollister kid.. minus the wig.. woah..WOAH.
Hollister, CA. I want to go there.. i want to see what all that buisness is about.
CA stands for a lot of things... canada, california, college academy (insert boo and hiss here)... ok maybe three isn't a lot.. but one could definately get confused.
"HEY CHRIS, YOU WERE OUR ONLY FRIEND"
awwww... they're singing to me.. via the nickname ryan gave me.. hahaha. and they love me back! yay.
Our power is supposed to come back on Ville's birthday...
how odd.
Now that i've heard enough of pete talk, i recognize him on the album a lot better...
P!ATD are some lucky bastards.. apparently "someone" posted panic's purevolume site in a comment on pete's livejournal and thats how pete heard them and pete was so thoroughly impressed that he got them signed.. and they had only been a band for five months.. FIVE FUCKING MONTHS. that almost NEVER happens..
typing has become odd. just plain odd.
i'm sad.
i'm switching from FOB to HIM now..
Everyone has the DARK LIGHT album right?? RIGHT?!
go listen to it now. right right now. it is grand.. come on.. ville's voice is the best.. it put me to sleep after a nightmare...
"in the sweetest truth i'm so afraid of life"
"I play dead to hide my heart"
beautiful.
tired. melancholic. and i'm probably boring you to death so i'll stop.
Minä pidän sinusta
-(insert whatever name you want to call me)