life changes so unbelievably fast 
not only changes
but escapes right below our noses
day in day out
hour after hour
minute after minute
slipping right out from under us
and we barely even notice

life is full of decisions
im always trying to make the correct ones
but who actually is to say what is correct?

so its almost been two years since my last post ( Read more... )

today after my trip to the mall
i ventured into downtown ventura.
its amazing.
there are tons of little shops and thrift stores.
and there is the mission
and some really pretty parks
and a few museums.
i loved it.

im going to go on a photo safari there.

it will probably be alone since i dont have friends yet.
but its chill.

i love it.
soo

it's exactly 118 miles from my moms house in corona ( Read more... )

so i guess i should start updating again ( Read more... )

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To be despised
To be loved
To be dreamt of
To be sought
To be inside
I don't care
Right in the middle
I'm right in the middle
To be despised
To be loved
To be dreamt of
To be sought
To be inside
I don't care
Be my unholy
My one and my lonely

ive been sick fordeva now.

and it wont go away.

i think its has more to do with then just my health.
because alot of things have been on my mind lately.

taste of chaos was veryy funn.

me and nick are on good terms

i love my sophia
and i love my calli..
sucks that it kinda has to be seperatly.

thats all for now.

oh and i need a job :(