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didn't do much today... just did a bunch of things around the apartment. it's boring not having a job lol.. i don't know what to do with myself.
What are you wearing?: pj pants, wife beater, & a sweater cause i'm cold..
Who are you talking to?: my johnny! dez, stephie, & tara
How is the weather?: cold, rainy i think too
What are you listening to?: aslyn
What/Who are you thinking about?: thinking about work & stuff
What are you looking forward to?: finding a job so i'm not poor anymore lol
What are you dreading?: helping my mom move
How are you feeling?: kind of tired..
How is your hair?: curly & up
What are you annoyed by?: nothing really..
Emotions
What emotion do you feel the most?: i don't really know.. probably confusion
What emotion is the best?: love
Worst?: love
What songs make you cry?: currently "blind sight" and "493.1023"
What movies make you cry?: last movie to make me cry was "Finding Neverland"
What always cheers you up?: hanging out with friends
What makes you madder than anything?: liars, fucking backstabbers
What hurts you the most?: nothing.. i don't let people hurt me anymore
What makes you happy?: friends, music, family
Depressed?: just things not working out how i thought they would..
Are you a really emotional person?: ehh, depends on the day. i usually keep it to myself though
What do you do when you're depressed?: drink, smoke lol
What song do you think was written about your life?: there are a million songs i can relate to ... but i dunno i havent written a song about my life yet, and i think thats the only time a song will be about my life.
When Was The Last Time You..
Burped?: today lol
Went to the movies?: last tuesday
Went out to eat?: saturday with steph
Cried?: tuesday when friday's burned down :[
Got dumped?: a while ago
Dumped someone?: i dunno i tend to end things before they begin lol.
Threw up?: last time i was really sick.
Went skating?: omg like 8th grade prolly lol
Went for a walk?: today.
Ate ice cream?: hmmm.. dunno probably when we had those shakes from nifty fifties
Got into a fight?: i don't usually fight.. but i've been close lately with some of the bitches floating around south jersey
Issues
Do you do drugs?: yes
Do you have a mental disablity/illness?: "clinical depression" but it's bullshit and i don't take anything for any of that crap
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: no .. fuuuuck that
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: no
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: depression, heart disease, alcoholism
Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: tara
Yelled at?: my dad probably
Kissed: justin i think
Hugged?: christopher
Went out to eat with?: stephie
Talked to on the phone?: tara
IMed?: tara lol
E-Mail?: kelly
Got flowers from?: mary-kate! haha
Danced with?: stephie... groovin to my RC <3
Fought with?: who cares
Worried about?: i dont fucking know.
Cried over?: i dont remember lol. i think tom. who cares, i'm over it.
Thought about?: not tellinnnnn.
Are you...
Understanding?: very
Pretty?: yes.
Nice?: yes if i want to be.
A bitch?: yes when you fucking deserve it.
Hard to get?: umm maybe?
Confident?: i am now more than i ever was. i know i'm a good person and that i have good things lined up for my future.. no one can put me down or challenge that anymore, if they try they will regret it. confident enough for you?
Depressed?: nope.
Hyper?: nope.
Friendly?: yes, very.
Hungry?: nope.
Original?: yes.
Shy?: i can be sometimes.
Emotional?: eh. i'm a girl, it happens.
Messy?: my clothes end up everywhere haha.. but my god its hard to find an outfit.
Immature?: no.
Trusting?: yes.
Healthy?: ehh aside from smoking & my occassional party habbits, i'm healthy.. ive been workin out regularly
Sleepy?: kind of.
Lonely?: not at the moment.
Independent?: very.
Romantic?: yes.
Do You...
Do you drink [alcohol]?: yes
Do you party a lot?: weekend.
se drugs for recreational purposes?: yes
How often do you use the word "like" in an average hour?: a lot
Do you skip classes? How often?: no im not in school.
Do you steal?: no
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: no.
Do you drool over celebrities?: only my Ryan<3 but he's my husband..haa
Do you watch a lot of TV?: ehh i have been
Do you ever watch the news?: sometimes
Do you read books often?: i have been lately..
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: no
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yes
Do you smoke cigarettes?: yes
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens: no fucking way lol
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: duh.. my name is erin cloud.. i live for boys, thanks.
Do you cuss a lot?: fuck yeah!
Are you desperate to fit in?: lame.
Are you intelligent?: yes, very
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: ehh when im bored haha.
In the last 24 hours, have you
Cried: no
Bought something: no
Gotten sick: no
Sang: yes
Eaten: yes
Been kissed: nope
Felt stupid: no.
Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no
Met someone new: no
Moved on: no.
Talked to someone you have a crush on: nope
Had a serious talk: no
Missed someone: yes
Hugged someone: yes
Fought with your parents: no.
Dreamed about someone you can't be with: nah.
Personal
Who is your role model: my aunt
What are some of your pet peeves: when people lie to my face bc they think im dumb.
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: i don't look at things that way...
Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes, lame. >:O
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: guitar players, blonde hair, goofy.
Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): not a real lie, maybe a white lie, i hate liars.
Want someone you don't have right now: yes.
Ever liked your friend: yes
Do you want to get married: yes absolutely ... soon please, like 5 years
Do you want kids: yes, 4
Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: no...
Are you happy with you: yes, i'd be happier if i was done school though..
Are you happy with your life: yeah for the most part.. it's got amazing potential lol
If you could change something in your life right now, what would you change?: i'd be graduated school and making a lot of money haha.
Pierce your nose or tongue?: i already have both lol
Be serious or be funny?: funny.. you can never laugh too much..