I put in some requests for applications to a couple beauty schools around the city and they still haven't come in yet. The deadline for financial aid is going to be April 15 so hopefully they will come in tomorrow or the next day. I'm debating on whether I should start in the fall or maybe next spring so I can save up. We want to save up to move ( Read more... )

Pete's been gone for about 7 hours now and I'm all weepy and missing him already, I think it's just because I know he isn't going to be coming home shortly after me tonight, and he won't be home for a month. But I'm going to be alright, just really really lonely ( Read more... )

I know its stupid but apart from being incredibly sad pete will be gone for a month I'm also extremely nervous. They are going to be staying at alot of hot girls houses, where all that girls hot friends will come over and hang out and I'm a really jealous girlfriend and don't like that, I get nervous he's going to meet someone and realize that he ( Read more... )

pete leaves tomorrow. for a month. a whole month. first he was going, then he wasn't, now he's leaving on one days notice and i'm happy for him but im so fucking sad that he's leaving. 2 weeks i can handle but a month of being by myself is unbearable. i never feel safe unless he's around and i can never really sleep unless he's next to me. god i'll ( Read more... )

Back into the normal routine of work, sleep, eat, watch dvd's(this time it's the soprano's were hooked on), and work some more. It's not so bad. Last night was the first night since I started at the Hilton that I got home from work around 11pm, showered, ate, watched Roseanne and actually fell asleep to come to work by 6 am, and it's also the first ( Read more... )

my boyfriend doesn't really suck. far from it actually. he's the most amazing person i've ever known and when something little happens i freak out. this wasn't little to me, it actually means alot to me, but i know shit happens and i know you didn't think i'd take it like i did. i'm going to miss you soooo much when you're gone. over a month is way ( Read more... )

my boyfriend sucks

woke up early today to check out of our room by 10 and get breakfast before they closed the kitchens down which was hard because i dragged myself to bed around 330ish. last night was insane. met up with erin, carine and melissa in city centre and went to club Q, a really nice club by the heineken factory. had a couple drinks, got bored and went to ( Read more... )

nothing short of amazing....i'm in dublin right now with emily and her boyfriend damian and im having such a great time. we just went and got some great irish steak and went to the pub next door to get some drinks and were back at the hostel now wasting some time before we go out to george's pub and the mez. i love ireland, i love the way it smells ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so much fun. Deb picked me up for work and I got to see her and Bubsy. We headed into the city and parked by Pete's work so we could go and see him for a minute, he gave me some money so we could eat. He was covered in chocolate from baking and looked delicious. Walked around for a bit and got something to drink, went to the pug meet ( Read more... )