so bored. fast freakin forward. exciting things are coming, but it feels like i'm in a dream trying to run in the water from a bear. you know that dream? you can't run, and it sucks. and i can't fast forward, and it sucks. the anticipation is making the time go by slower. and i'm not getting enough sleep. that blows. i just want to hang ( Read more... )

i'm sorry...

but this isn't an admission to all wrongs.

i'm doing my part. do yours.

you know i love you. but that doesn't mean you can't hurt me.

things need to change. this cyclical path of good and bad is making me sick.

let's stop this

Fuck ( Read more... )

fast forward god damnit!!! this part sucks

correction ( Read more... )

saw resident evil again tonight with chahlie, miguel and ja-red. i saw it previously on friday with nate. got hit on by some girl at the theater. not my type though. oh and shit, the other night, i went to buy this awesome reese's ice cream sandwich at blockbuster, and the girl rang it up, the receipt printed, and she looked confused. she said ( Read more... )

had practice today, without mike, therefore it sucked. plus at our last practice, i cracked my crash cymbal. what the fuck? that brings my broken cymbal count to 5. that means i have to dish out another 180 bucks or so for a new one. and i don't have money right now after paying 375 bucks for merch and cd duplication. oh and buying a stand, ( Read more... )

soooooooo tired ( Read more... )

ahhhh hannaford sucks ( Read more... )

did ya miss me ( Read more... )