Damn it, Janet.
Today was very "up and down" and it was just so weird. But enough of that - let me reflect about the pro's and con's of going to the eigth grade. Believe me there is alot. and if I did trust everyone - which I do not because most of you are lying bastards - you would see it all.
Pro's
It is a nice new transition. I mean I am glad that I have changed - not too much - but that I have changed from my mindstate of last year. I now know what do to, and exactly who to trust. Things were pretty hard on me last year but I went through it because thats just life. Although I did love last year alot I am still glad that I am a year older and wiser. Oh yeah, and I am glad that I started talking to Ian again and met Kathleen and Cara. They are groovy. I am also glad that Em and I are still the best of friends and that Maddie moved here. Because she understands me. =)
Con's
Eigth grade truly sucks anus. It is terrible. All pre-ap sucks, I hate it. Everyone is bitchy and I do not feel like acting like the world is over every time I fail a homework assingmant - its gonna happen sooner or later so do not act like your cat has died. Seriously people. I miss the eigth graders. They were the greatest and they taught me alot. I miss Kayla and Coby and...everyone else! I miss Lee, I even miss Goodman. Even though he used to scare me when me and Luke first went out. I miss my old friends. The new people that we have for friends this year are total shits. Nothing but sluts and liars and I do not feel like dealing with their shit problems. I miss my old frienships. I miss Jake. More than anyone will ever know. I hate the way that no one cares anymore. I rarely ever tell anyone my problems because no one ever cares for more than themselves. Except for Mikie, but he is starting to not care anymore. I know he is trying though, and I'm glad that he is one of my best friends. Because really I need him. AND I would just love it if people could just shut the hell up about the seventh grade boys. No one gives a shit. I love Richard and Shane, but you can only talk about them for so long. I seriously thought that this year would be the same as the last - maybe even better. But its not. I mean I still am happy and I do not need anyone's fake sympathy. I'm just tired of everyone and I just need a break. Screw what people think. I dont care anymore. What she thinks, what he thinks - its all bull shit. So, when someone says that they "hate me" oh so much its not like I am going to care and be crippled emotionally. I'll just walk away.
Yeah, its all negative. But it made me feel better to get that all out. Even though its all like talking to myself...
// Maggie
Pro's
It is a nice new transition. I mean I am glad that I have changed - not too much - but that I have changed from my mindstate of last year. I now know what do to, and exactly who to trust. Things were pretty hard on me last year but I went through it because thats just life. Although I did love last year alot I am still glad that I am a year older and wiser. Oh yeah, and I am glad that I started talking to Ian again and met Kathleen and Cara. They are groovy. I am also glad that Em and I are still the best of friends and that Maddie moved here. Because she understands me. =)
Con's
Eigth grade truly sucks anus. It is terrible. All pre-ap sucks, I hate it. Everyone is bitchy and I do not feel like acting like the world is over every time I fail a homework assingmant - its gonna happen sooner or later so do not act like your cat has died. Seriously people. I miss the eigth graders. They were the greatest and they taught me alot. I miss Kayla and Coby and...everyone else! I miss Lee, I even miss Goodman. Even though he used to scare me when me and Luke first went out. I miss my old friends. The new people that we have for friends this year are total shits. Nothing but sluts and liars and I do not feel like dealing with their shit problems. I miss my old frienships. I miss Jake. More than anyone will ever know. I hate the way that no one cares anymore. I rarely ever tell anyone my problems because no one ever cares for more than themselves. Except for Mikie, but he is starting to not care anymore. I know he is trying though, and I'm glad that he is one of my best friends. Because really I need him. AND I would just love it if people could just shut the hell up about the seventh grade boys. No one gives a shit. I love Richard and Shane, but you can only talk about them for so long. I seriously thought that this year would be the same as the last - maybe even better. But its not. I mean I still am happy and I do not need anyone's fake sympathy. I'm just tired of everyone and I just need a break. Screw what people think. I dont care anymore. What she thinks, what he thinks - its all bull shit. So, when someone says that they "hate me" oh so much its not like I am going to care and be crippled emotionally. I'll just walk away.
Yeah, its all negative. But it made me feel better to get that all out. Even though its all like talking to myself...
// Maggie