i can't believe that there is a person in this world that would make me feel the way i do now. make me sit alone in my room with the lights off crying, with just a simple line that i know was meant to cut me to the core. crying for supposed hurt i have caused. i truly believe that i didn't do any of this on purpose, i never set out with the ( Read more... )

just took the weirdest taste test of my life. and quite possibly the first. but still. They had us (me and nicole...roomie) go into seperate dark little rooms. then. through a little door they slid us a tray with muffins. then we had to wrtie about the muffins. then we slid the tray back and closed the door. then they passed over a new tray and so ( Read more... )

I'm in a weird mood. Sitting home alone. Lights off in my room. Listening to Avenged Sevenfold via headphones. Pondering life. Not a day goes by without tears in my eyes. I'm not sure what that is all about. There is always something that ins't how it is supposed to be. But then again, there is no supposed to be. That went out the window with my ( Read more... )

Hmm this weekend was very interesting in many different ways...friday i went to wenatchee with frausto to get some shoes for my halloween costume which was actually really fun, a nice long drive to just talk about shit that is going on. Then we got back to eburg and watched one of my fav movies of all time, say anything. i ended up stayin at his ( Read more... )

hmmm...so the conference championships are this weekend up at western. little nervous about that, the course is a bitch. it shouldnt' be a bitch but somehow it really is. hmmm...i'm also sick right now. that kinda sucks...i need to get better real soon so that i don't suck ass this saturday. or more than i normally do, i don't need a sickness ( Read more... )

1. the song that is playing right now.....shake it like a salt shaker ( Read more... )

today my drugs and sports teacher made a funny joke. he said that a good example of the differing effects of alcohol and pot was seen at the battle in seattle.....our side was rowdy....westerns was way more layed back. but he had hand demonstartions too, it was hilarious.

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the heart and soul of our track team died today. He was in a coma since friday night when he crashed a friend's car into a telephone pole outside of a party. he was supposed to be getting better, they were going to be able to do tests soon. the breathing tubes were out. but instead, its all ripped away. there are no words to express the loss ( Read more... )

my day just got soooo much better. a random call from kyle mott saying that he might come visit me this weekend. that would be amazing!! I was definently just thinking today that i really wanted to visit with a really good guy friend and then out of the blue he calls me! yay!! I really miss all my home friends cause i think they would make me feel ( Read more... )