Last night, i had a dream that me and liz got into a fight and i told her that we werent friends anymore.

and, once again today i am totally irritated. i honestly have nothing to say to her anymore.

.... now im even more irritated. but we wont get into that. mad stupid.

i'm in that mood again.

the mood where i feel like everything is falling down again. All i can do is cry because i cant scream.

i need a weekend at my dads asap.

Sometimes, i just hate being me.

Since last night my mind has been racing. But I feel like my body is on slow motion. Last night, was unbelievable. Sugarcult, The Spill Canvas, Halifax, Maxeen, & So They Say. The Spill Canvas bored the shit out of me. I really liked the first song they did though. It was interesting. Of course the other 4 bands were amazing. There are parts i ( Read more... )

the way im feeling right now is awful. i'm tired, excited, crying, and chill at the same time. Its seriously the worst way to feel ever. it's making me shake.

i hate being the only one with a curfew. STUPID.

♥ gabe makes me feel a bit better... even though i look wicked retarded.

im sooo tired and soooo bored. I feel like crying. I hate feeling this way ( Read more... )

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