Dark have been my dreams of late.

[xtwilight]

Dont read this if you dont want to hear a sob story.
What a fucking week. I feel weak, cold, and hopeless. The only thing thats going anywhere in my life is my band. I've had better days. this past week and tonight sucked. One of my best friends, Matt Schaldach, and his family nearly died this week. They were fucking out in the middle of lake

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[x_fromyourlips]

myke...

"I cant even cry anymore, its like im dead."

i didnt think that there was another human being on this earth that felt the same way i did.

i guess i was wrong.

we've been friends for a long time, myke...

i want to talk to you. i want to help you.

ive been so lost and so confused for such a long time...and i know what it feels like. i dont want you - the nicest guy i have ever met - to go through the pain that i feel.

please call me or leave me a comment...or something.

im here. no matter what. dont forget that. please.

<3333

[livebleedanddie]

who cares... I CARE! im sure you know but if you need someone i am always here. no matter what the shit your going through. call me and we will hang out or ill call you or something. but dont get so down on your self. i feel like you sometimes but one thing remains. keep god with you no matter what.

[rh1n0]

michaellll you know if you ever need to talk that i'm here for you and just remember that God is ALWAYS there for you! He will never ever let you down and he knows exactly what you're going through! I'll pray for you and stuff, just stay holy man...thats all i can say...stay holy...

i want to talk with you about this, i really want to help you out!

[chemical__light]

im gunna sound like a bitch

[xtwilight]

yea i guess youre right. i think i have a bad habbit of dwelling on the darker side of things. i actually have a good time at work, i like it a lot. its not a waste of time. i just wish last night i wasnt eating fake sugar cookies with my friend eric when no one was coming/buying while everyone else in the world was out havin fun, but thats life. I got in a fight with my mom, thats why i couldnt go to bleeding through. or i would have drove or called u guys. I dont use lj to tell my problems to others, or to try to make them feel bad for me. my mouse just stopped working... anyways yeah i make no time for myself (which i should start doing) and as im online anyway, i just speak my heart... and i sure hope ppl dont judge me by it. i just need to start looking towards the brighter side of things, even though it keeps me from reality, but maybe thats good? and why havent we gone to jillys? are you scared? lol.

[romelen_namaste]

did you get my email?