so matt graduated today and i am super-duper proud of him ( Read more... )

today and tonight was way better then i had enticipated. work was easier then i thought it was going to be. i got lost in my own thoughts toward the end of the night, but when you work with someone that doesn't talk that much it gets kind of easy. i talked to matt a few times to see how he was doing. and also talked to nan. we have decided to ( Read more... )

this past weekend has been a major wake-up call. im sure by now you all have read matts lj and know all the details. but his little brother died thursday night in a car accident. he had just turned 20. it makes you realize how short life is, and to take advantage of it when you get the chance. i think we all get caught up in our own lives and our ( Read more... )

ive been having a really hard time dealing with some news that i got about a week ago. its stupid and selfish, but i can't help it. i've gotten better about not crying about it but it is still hard. ive been trying to focus on other things. but when i drive and start to fall asleep and am alone in my own mind it is still there. i can't help it. im ( Read more... )

ugh, my head hurts and im sooo tired. im not looking forward to going to work. it is just me and christin today. monday was ok working with her... but tuesday was just like the last 2 weeks. so needless to say im not looking forward to her BS. i've got my own stress to handel and i don't need her adding to it. thank goodness for her going to mall ( Read more... )

so yesterday was a good day until i went out to my moms car. and these are the events that followed ( Read more... )

tina finished the invitations in a week, which is awesome. we have to have her re-do 2 invitations. she spelled tylors name taylor and nancy's last name whiteside (like chuck's) instead of whitehead. plus we have a few more ppl to add to the list. other then that though they look awesome!!i go pick up my dress today. im suppose to go get my ring ( Read more... )

invitations will be going out soon. matt and i are doing the drive to meridiths house on sunday to get excat directions and miles and things like that. im kind of worried b/c the respons cards say to respond by july 19th. but i think some people may not get them until the first week of july or maybe even after that. so since its still a month out, ( Read more... )

i have a whole lot of nothing planed for today except going to the waynes with erica and illana and swimming. sun sun sun here i come. the sad part is i have a pretty good tan line from the other day and im still really pale ( Read more... )

im feeling very eh... right now. i guess its lonelyness. i haven't seen anyone since nancy's bday. and no one calls or anything. and i know its partly my fault too so i blame no one else but myself.

im guess im feeling very unimportant right now.

damn pms.