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Jul 25, 2005 19:20

Hmm.. well i'm feeling kind of shitty right now. I'm still not over him. Even though its been like 4 months since we broke up. Well I found out that he likes this girl there. In a way I feel REALLY BAD, but in another way i'm happy for him. I know it sounds stupid but from what I heard this chick is really nice so I hope that she could make ( Read more... )

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it's sonia<3 bleedblck657 July 25 2005, 20:15:05 UTC

damn dude, to be honest you cant really do much about it, your felings cant be hurried into changing and only time would let it heal, =( I know how you feel maan, and it took me a while to get over a realtion ship that I had fro about 9months, fucking gay, but now I'm over it.. so just concentrate on meeting new guys and having fun when you go out with your friends, so let time pass by, and I swear to you that you'll feel better by the day =) I love you!! sonia.

Re: it's sonia<3 xtwistednt0rnx July 26 2005, 18:20:45 UTC

Hey thanks for the advice:). I'm over him though:) Today I went to his house, and I realized how could I love someone like him? I mean I was being so nice to him and I told him that I loved him but NOT in That was, and he didn't give a shit about anything i said. If me and him stop being friends he wouldn't even care. So I was thinking about the whole thing, and I realized that I can only see him as a friend. Maybe if he changed bacxk to the way he was I could fall for him again but the way he is now just isn't what I want:) so YAY..I LOVE YOU..call me so we can hang out.

ilovemr_phils July 25 2005, 20:27:14 UTC

HOE SHMOE..MISS YOU

xtwistednt0rnx July 26 2005, 18:22:48 UTC

Hey Girl how have you been? I hope you enjoy the last two weeks of summer:) love ya:) ciaociao

Mood: Poignant ;) superaims July 25 2005, 22:00:27 UTC

Whatever, shat-face! You don't know what I'm about to say!

I will not bother telling you I know how you feel. I don't. Here's what I will say:

Congrats on being more self-assured than the peers that will deem you "stupid" for not allowing petty/ vindictive/ reactive reactions overcome you in this event. Maturity has granted you the sense to see the world beyond your micro-cosm by building your sense of self well enough for you to separate your romantic feelings for this person and your general desire for prosperity in those you have encountered a profound connection with, as you realize (consciously or not) this kid's hook-up has no effect on your personal value. Lucky you: half of "getting over it" is over for you.

On another token, it is perfectly healthy to feel a bit bummed and insecure, even now. You are entitled to all of those feelings- regardless, of the speed at which you process them ( ... )

Re: Mood: Poignant ;) xtwistednt0rnx July 26 2005, 18:31:59 UTC

Hii well when I said hide my feelings I meant pretend that I don't have feelings for him. But GREAT NEWS!!!Today I saw him and I realized that I don't feel that ways about him anymore. When we spoke he was being so mean to me, making fun of me because of the way I felt about him:( i realized I don't need him. When we were together he was soo different, I loved him. i still love him but just not in That way. Thanks for the advice:) Love ya:) ciaociao

ima_ri0t July 26 2005, 03:37:27 UTC

man... fuck da guyz!

i hate them and the girls my boy likes!!

aoiwdn fuck em!

xtwistednt0rnx July 26 2005, 18:34:05 UTC

Lol, how have you been Megy? IVE MISSED YOU:) I love you:)

thecontardedone July 26 2005, 06:17:57 UTC

aw man Ana i know what your going through... even though in my situation we where never really dating, well you know about that. the only thing that i have been able to do is just try not to think about him... its hard i know and there will be little things that remind you of him, you'll think about him and it'll hurt but as the days go buy you will notice that the hurt isnt as bad as it was in the begining. try looking for a new guy, it might help... i love you Ana, call me if you ever need anything <333

xtwistednt0rnx July 26 2005, 18:41:14 UTC

HIIII!!!! Well today the best thing EVER happened!!!ahhh I went to his house to see how he was doing (im idiot it was a 16 block walk) and he talked and I realized that i'm over him and that i don't love him in That way anymore. We talked and he was making fun of me and I was like "wtf how could I love someone that could hurt me so much?" and when i was walking home (ALL OF 16 BLOCKS!!!) it hit me..it was A GREAT FEELING!!!!I LOVE YOU!!Whats ur #?

thecontardedone July 27 2005, 04:40:56 UTC

OMG!!! im so happy that your feeling better... how crazzy are to walk 16 blocks in this heat?!?! awww i miss you Ana, i miss talking ot you in bio and ware screaming at us, well and him screaming at us when we werent talking (hes crazy like that) ;p
umm... well my cell # is (786)553-9105
call me whenever you want umkay

uck, sorry that was me^^^ thecontardedone July 27 2005, 04:41:51 UTC

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