damn...another LONG entry
SO...some of you may know this already, but I figured I might as well post about it since I can't sleep. A few days ago I decided to cut michelle AND manuel out of my life. There's good reason behind this...I didn't do it just because haha.
Well...I've pretty much been in love with michelle for like a year...and even though I gave up on her because it was obvious nothing was ever going to happen...that feeling was still there, ya know? Anywho...my so called "best friend", manuel, knew how I felt about her. Hell...SHE even knew how I felt about her. Anywho...a long time ago, I told manuel that I didn't want him hanging out with michelle because we all know how he is with girls and know what would happen...and if he did, I'd beat him in the face with a baseball bat. So he agrees...whatever. Then that one time came when I went to his house and she was there...I was pissed/crushed/hurt/whatever...but I let it slide for some reason. Time goes by, things are back to normal. I notice sometimes both michelle AND manuel stop texting at the same time...and it really bothers me. But whatever...I don't think too much about it. Then on the day of the big beerpong tournament (which I had told michelle a few days prior what time I wanted to be there), I find out she was shopping with manuels sisters and mom. That definitely upsets me...because that just means they're a little more than friends...I mean, I don't even put up with his mom, and I've been friends with him since like 3rd grade. So, she's makes me late to the party...blah blah blah. She ends up hanging out with him more than me at the party...so I'm just like "whatever" at this point. A few days later, she tells me she has a job interview for an after school program, which, my friend/bowling parter had told me about a week before. I ask her where she heard about the job, and she tells me manuel and jeff had told her about it. By now...I'm just like "fuck this bitch. Its obvious she hangs out with him WAY too much". So I start arguing with her telling her I don't like her hanging out with him because we both know how he is. Then she says "what does he do? Get girls drunk and try to have sex with them?". Which...is obviously manuel telling her what to say cause they're implying that's what I do. I text her saying "hahaha...are you trying to imply something here?" and she ends up texting me saying "and then he said hahaha...are you trying to imply something here?" which was obviously intended for manuel, and not me. I call her out on it...and she says I'm acting like a baby. I tell her I have a damn good reason to be mad and ask her how she would feel if her skanky best friend kept hanging out with the guy she was in love with, knowing that the skanky friend is just going to try to fuck the guy...and she gives me this bullshit answer saying that if that's what would make both of them happy, then shed try to be happy for them and not be mad...total bullshit. Then we argue a little more and she just talks smack about me so I just say "you know what...if you wanna do that, then fuck both of you". And she hasn't texted me since. Then I text manuel saying "manuel...fuck you too". And he replies with "that's funny why fuck me?"...but I didn't even dignify that with a response because I know he knew why I said it...and I haven't talked to him since then either.
So that's that. I've deleted both of them from myspace...deleted their phone numbers...whatever. It just sucks...he's been my "best friend" for over 12 years. And michelles been more than my best friend over this last year. Whenever I'd get bored I'd just text her and she was there. If I wanted to go to the movies, shed go with me. Hell...EVERY movie I saw over the last year, they've ALL been with her. I went to the movies a few days ago, and I didn't know who to go with, so I went with my mom haha. It sucks...I already miss her and it hasn't been a week. But if she obviously doesn't care enough to say anything to me, then I guess its for the best. And if she DOES text me or anything...as long as she wants to hang out with that douchebag, I don't want either one of them in my life. I've dealt with manuel taking a girlfriend from me before, and it was one of the worst times in my life...and I don't want that again. Oh well...I guess its time to move on...
Wellp...that's it. Until next time!
Evily Yours,
Andrew
Well...I've pretty much been in love with michelle for like a year...and even though I gave up on her because it was obvious nothing was ever going to happen...that feeling was still there, ya know? Anywho...my so called "best friend", manuel, knew how I felt about her. Hell...SHE even knew how I felt about her. Anywho...a long time ago, I told manuel that I didn't want him hanging out with michelle because we all know how he is with girls and know what would happen...and if he did, I'd beat him in the face with a baseball bat. So he agrees...whatever. Then that one time came when I went to his house and she was there...I was pissed/crushed/hurt/whatever...but I let it slide for some reason. Time goes by, things are back to normal. I notice sometimes both michelle AND manuel stop texting at the same time...and it really bothers me. But whatever...I don't think too much about it. Then on the day of the big beerpong tournament (which I had told michelle a few days prior what time I wanted to be there), I find out she was shopping with manuels sisters and mom. That definitely upsets me...because that just means they're a little more than friends...I mean, I don't even put up with his mom, and I've been friends with him since like 3rd grade. So, she's makes me late to the party...blah blah blah. She ends up hanging out with him more than me at the party...so I'm just like "whatever" at this point. A few days later, she tells me she has a job interview for an after school program, which, my friend/bowling parter had told me about a week before. I ask her where she heard about the job, and she tells me manuel and jeff had told her about it. By now...I'm just like "fuck this bitch. Its obvious she hangs out with him WAY too much". So I start arguing with her telling her I don't like her hanging out with him because we both know how he is. Then she says "what does he do? Get girls drunk and try to have sex with them?". Which...is obviously manuel telling her what to say cause they're implying that's what I do. I text her saying "hahaha...are you trying to imply something here?" and she ends up texting me saying "and then he said hahaha...are you trying to imply something here?" which was obviously intended for manuel, and not me. I call her out on it...and she says I'm acting like a baby. I tell her I have a damn good reason to be mad and ask her how she would feel if her skanky best friend kept hanging out with the guy she was in love with, knowing that the skanky friend is just going to try to fuck the guy...and she gives me this bullshit answer saying that if that's what would make both of them happy, then shed try to be happy for them and not be mad...total bullshit. Then we argue a little more and she just talks smack about me so I just say "you know what...if you wanna do that, then fuck both of you". And she hasn't texted me since. Then I text manuel saying "manuel...fuck you too". And he replies with "that's funny why fuck me?"...but I didn't even dignify that with a response because I know he knew why I said it...and I haven't talked to him since then either.
So that's that. I've deleted both of them from myspace...deleted their phone numbers...whatever. It just sucks...he's been my "best friend" for over 12 years. And michelles been more than my best friend over this last year. Whenever I'd get bored I'd just text her and she was there. If I wanted to go to the movies, shed go with me. Hell...EVERY movie I saw over the last year, they've ALL been with her. I went to the movies a few days ago, and I didn't know who to go with, so I went with my mom haha. It sucks...I already miss her and it hasn't been a week. But if she obviously doesn't care enough to say anything to me, then I guess its for the best. And if she DOES text me or anything...as long as she wants to hang out with that douchebag, I don't want either one of them in my life. I've dealt with manuel taking a girlfriend from me before, and it was one of the worst times in my life...and I don't want that again. Oh well...I guess its time to move on...
Wellp...that's it. Until next time!
Evily Yours,
Andrew