So ... some dude just called me at work and asked about prices for a non-smoking king room ... and then proceeded to tell me that it was a room for his wife and her "girlfriend" and that they are swingers. Oh. And that he hopes I'm not judging him or anything because lots of married couples are swingers. And, do we have an indoor jacuzzi? And is it ( Read more... )

I'm ... nervous for tomorrow, and the next and the next. And ... the next I guess. Nervous because I don't know how it's going to be to do family week, what I'm going to learn. That's a lie. I'm really nervous because it's like I'm no further along to feeling totally comfortable in who I am. I talked to my dad last night for an hour and thirteen ( Read more... )

The weather. The heat. My moods. My boredom. Lack of sleep. Dvd players for cheap but no hookups to my tv. Fact that it's only Sunday. People. Slow time. Happy faces in every car around me but my car is empty and I feel alone. Sunshine all around, thunderstorm inside. Not knowing which matters, which is real. Not knowing what normal is. Not knowing ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm really different. Like something is wrong with me, something makes me think too much or feel too much or not be able to fake it or do the right things or say the right things to be more popular with people. I would like to think that everything happens for a reason and so maybe the fact that I didn't make friends in the ( Read more... )

Guess who's back with a brand new rap ( Read more... )

And I went catfishing and I caught NOTHIN but it made me feel okay about living again.

( Look, I went and played ... )

I wanna play tag. Until my lungs collapse and my cheeks hurt from laughing.

I miss my baby sister. I miss how innocent she is and how good she makes me feel.

I'm so glad I get to see my family soon.

xox

I hope I never get too old for tag. Wanna come outside and play?

Unrealistic ideals

During this time you should be careful of your relationships. This influence has many possibilities, some good, some difficult. Your unrealistic ideals may lead to acute disappointment with loved ones, unless you make an effort to understand and accept the reality of your relationships. A typical illusion to beware of is ( Read more... )

... You don't marry someone you can live with - you marry the person you cannot live without ...It's going to be really hard to put this into words because this is so much bigger than words. I've completely lost my mind and I'm starting to panic just a little bit. I'm impatient, ready for him to be back with me day to day, not because of merely ( Read more... )

where to start? extremely tired right now, running off about 1.5 hrs of sleep. i had a fantastic time. it was unreal at first to see him again. he's gained weight which is adorable. i was in shock for the first part of the night. mark and nik came over and had pizza with us, which was ... interesting but not bad at all. while they were over dave ( Read more... )