oh wow...butterflies still havent left my tummy......
steve is sooooooooooooooooo cute....
i really hope shanny isnt interested in him....
not that he would be interested in me...
but god i hope he is...

kill me slowly ( Read more... )

tonight is the blazers game....GO BLAZERS ( Read more... )

tonight was good and bad fun and unfun ( Read more... )

last night zack and tyler came over. it was kinda cool. tyler was cracking me up into tiny little pieces and zack looked wayy good. then we got in a car accident. my neck hurts today and i dont know it was just really bad. when i got home i cried and cried cuz like what happened was zack was driving us home from dennys and he hit a light pole and ( Read more... )

so sending in a tape to the oprah show to tell my story because i wrote it out a while back and sent it in...about battles with eating disorders and si and depression and they contacted me back asking to send in a video talking to oprah about it and why i want to be on tv. so yeah thats gonna be cool ( Read more... )

tonight made me think im very lucky....ill explain ( Read more... )

John Tyrka: you silly goose your gona make me cry ( Read more... )

shannon and jaymee are here upstairs...cant bring myself to go back up there ( Read more... )

cant talk long because randy is sposed to call me soon but yeah ( Read more... )