so 6 days till i am back in oxnard forever..i just found out today that school gets out the 16th not the 20th! i am so perplexed!!lol. so life right now is great, visited tony yesterday, everything is perfect, as it should be... he is my baby...i love him so so much.god i cannot wait to be home...so why is no one posting on my lj? talk to me!!! i ( Read more... )

so this morning after i wrote i called him to make sure he was going to school and he wasnt yet so we chatted and i think things are okay as of right now...or atleast i hope they are. being confused sucks ( Read more... )

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I love him he loves me...you would think that thats enough. i hate my self for him not being able to trust me. i just want to fix this so bad..but he's right,nothing can really be totally fixed until i am living back in oxnard again. it's like an roller coaster ride. one minute he forgives me and the next we are back where we started again. i want ( Read more... )

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'75%
Never taken out of the packaging 63.9%Shamelessness71.4%
It takes a couple of drinks 78.6% Sex Drive 68.4%
A fool for love, but not always76.8%Straightness16.1%
Knows the other body type like a map 43.3% Gayness 66.1%
Had that experience at camp 82.2%
Fucking Sick89.4%
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well lets see....last night was horrible. i feel like shit. so tony and i were in a dispute again, he is so confusing...he forgives me and then he hates me...its like AHHHH.... but it is my fault so i guess i have to learn to deal with it. we ended up making up and everythings better now. we are still in love. so today was an okay day... school was ( Read more... )

well i have decided to start this live journal thing....i'm not too sue how it works but i guess i'll get the hang of it. i am much more affiliated with xanga..but i felt it was time to try something new ( Read more... )