i dunno.
it wasnt always this hard.
maybe she made me realize i really need her company.
i mean dont get me wrong.
it was always bad.
but never this bad.
this wave of missing her hits me hard.
i'm missing her to death.
and i just wish she could stay.
not to just make me happy.
but to make her happy.
i just want you happy.

i love you.
and i always

so we totally finished recording.
lots of tension but we got thru it and i hope it turns out good.
demo's and a full length's real soon
soooo happy

oh yeah, i love kristina lynn verity
and i wanna marry her 5-5-2010.

sounds good.

we're finally recording. and i love my girlfriend

i do it for the scars and stories. not the fame.

isnt it messed up how i'm just dying to be him?

I never thought that you could say these words.
Is this really happening?

i hope you know i hate you
and all your little friends

yesterday - saw my love
did our thing
went to the park
ate some food
said our goodbyes.

today - school
and now
bored as fuck.

tomorrow - school
and picture day.
weird, i'm a senior.

i get to see my lady saturday.
we're going to the beach.
i really do love that girl.

hey fuck bag,
pull the trigger and the nightmare stops.

when i'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast