x can u say hells yeah! x
bliss complete bliss. my goodness.
so the beginning of my day started out lame. woke up and didnt feel like going to the library cause im lazy. then shortly after janae got here then we left for baltimore for the play. the trip down wasnt long for me cause i fell asleep. haha. brought my cd player, thats always relaxing for a semi-long drive. the play was better than expected, heres what sucked about it:
1) they squish up in there like God knows what, seriously, i couldnt move my legs and this is supposed to be a "remade" awesome theatre. heck no.
2) bitchy old ladies around me
3) trying to get outta the parking garage
4) some other annoying people there.
5) it lasted way too long
janae was almost late for her babysitting job" STYLE="text-decoration: none; border-bottom: medium solid green;" HREF="http://search.targetwords.com/u.search?x=5977|1||||job|AA1VDw">job. but my uncle speeded. hells yeah for old people speeding. i slept part of the way on the trip. my aunt uncle and i dropped off janae and then went and got a bite to eat up at burger king. my aunt was oh so excited because she found something she could eat there, their veggie burgers. good for her.
went home and eventually was ready to go to brent party. i listened to the directions wrong, but i eventually got there. and heres where the fun began. we stayed down in the basement and acted like silly kids and played video games. it was me amanda, this other girl, brent, brian, dennis, larry, then this kid with a hat.
i didnt know any of them except brent, brian, and amanda. it wasnt that bad, usually im pretty nervous around people.
after a couple games of super smash brothers, and mario kart, we headed outside to the trampoline. this is where we spent almost all of the evening.
it was a lot of fun. the fights between the guys were funny. i got some bruises though. i kept getting elbowed and such. silly bony people. it was cool though.
the only kid that was annoyed was larry who seemed cool at first, but even though he wasnt the best looking fella what turned me off was his personality. he kept touching me amanda and the other girl. and making sexual comments. it just made me uncomfortable. im usually very much into getting hugs and getting touched, but it just didnt feel right when it was from him. i feel bad and all but if he wants people to like him he needs to stop his annoying patterns. and i cant be mean to people unless they really get to me. amanda was though. she rocks mothers. brian held me most of the time so i was ok.
the dennis kid pulled up his car" STYLE="text-decoration: none; border-bottom: medium solid green;" HREF="http://search.targetwords.com/u.search?x=5977|1||||cars|AA1VDw">car and played us some tunes outside. the one girl i didnt know had to leave about then. so we stayed out awhile longer. occasionally jumping, mostly talking and silence. then we went back in and ate some pizza and hung around downstairs.
i knew it was about time for me to go but i wanted some alone time with brian so we went out to my car. we tried to figure out how to get my backseat down to have premarital sex. didnt feel like figuring it out. so we had...fun...in the car. its ok kiddos i was a good girl. nothing i will wake up tomorrow regretting.
time really passed by. i went out there about five after 11. and time kinda...uh...slipped away? haha so its 11:30 and my aunts calling me. i was supposed to be home at 11:30. they were lieniant. even if i did get punished it would of been worth the comfortability i had. wow. that was just incredible.
<3 hes a real charmer. i had a great time with him tonight though. having someone to hold u, it felt right when i was in his arms. so wonderful.
im sorry all u weirdos who hate hearing about lovie dovie crap. but im sorry this is my freaking journal so stop being silly.
the party was so cool. i wanted to stay longer. its hard to let go of someone. especially someone special.
i <3 u all for listening to my crap and being great friends.
thanks.
muah.
im gonna go have some nice dreams ;-)
p.s. i know these things dont last long. but while im this happy im gonna enjoy it <3
and yes im oh so happy.
so the beginning of my day started out lame. woke up and didnt feel like going to the library cause im lazy. then shortly after janae got here then we left for baltimore for the play. the trip down wasnt long for me cause i fell asleep. haha. brought my cd player, thats always relaxing for a semi-long drive. the play was better than expected, heres what sucked about it:
1) they squish up in there like God knows what, seriously, i couldnt move my legs and this is supposed to be a "remade" awesome theatre. heck no.
2) bitchy old ladies around me
3) trying to get outta the parking garage
4) some other annoying people there.
5) it lasted way too long
janae was almost late for her babysitting job" STYLE="text-decoration: none; border-bottom: medium solid green;" HREF="http://search.targetwords.com/u.search?x=5977|1||||job|AA1VDw">job. but my uncle speeded. hells yeah for old people speeding. i slept part of the way on the trip. my aunt uncle and i dropped off janae and then went and got a bite to eat up at burger king. my aunt was oh so excited because she found something she could eat there, their veggie burgers. good for her.
went home and eventually was ready to go to brent party. i listened to the directions wrong, but i eventually got there. and heres where the fun began. we stayed down in the basement and acted like silly kids and played video games. it was me amanda, this other girl, brent, brian, dennis, larry, then this kid with a hat.
i didnt know any of them except brent, brian, and amanda. it wasnt that bad, usually im pretty nervous around people.
after a couple games of super smash brothers, and mario kart, we headed outside to the trampoline. this is where we spent almost all of the evening.
it was a lot of fun. the fights between the guys were funny. i got some bruises though. i kept getting elbowed and such. silly bony people. it was cool though.
the only kid that was annoyed was larry who seemed cool at first, but even though he wasnt the best looking fella what turned me off was his personality. he kept touching me amanda and the other girl. and making sexual comments. it just made me uncomfortable. im usually very much into getting hugs and getting touched, but it just didnt feel right when it was from him. i feel bad and all but if he wants people to like him he needs to stop his annoying patterns. and i cant be mean to people unless they really get to me. amanda was though. she rocks mothers. brian held me most of the time so i was ok.
the dennis kid pulled up his car" STYLE="text-decoration: none; border-bottom: medium solid green;" HREF="http://search.targetwords.com/u.search?x=5977|1||||cars|AA1VDw">car and played us some tunes outside. the one girl i didnt know had to leave about then. so we stayed out awhile longer. occasionally jumping, mostly talking and silence. then we went back in and ate some pizza and hung around downstairs.
i knew it was about time for me to go but i wanted some alone time with brian so we went out to my car. we tried to figure out how to get my backseat down to have premarital sex. didnt feel like figuring it out. so we had...fun...in the car. its ok kiddos i was a good girl. nothing i will wake up tomorrow regretting.
time really passed by. i went out there about five after 11. and time kinda...uh...slipped away? haha so its 11:30 and my aunts calling me. i was supposed to be home at 11:30. they were lieniant. even if i did get punished it would of been worth the comfortability i had. wow. that was just incredible.
<3 hes a real charmer. i had a great time with him tonight though. having someone to hold u, it felt right when i was in his arms. so wonderful.
im sorry all u weirdos who hate hearing about lovie dovie crap. but im sorry this is my freaking journal so stop being silly.
the party was so cool. i wanted to stay longer. its hard to let go of someone. especially someone special.
i <3 u all for listening to my crap and being great friends.
thanks.
muah.
im gonna go have some nice dreams ;-)
p.s. i know these things dont last long. but while im this happy im gonna enjoy it <3
and yes im oh so happy.